9.13.2005
gold digger - kanye west f/ jamie foxx
& uhmmmm yeah.
my cell phone is retarded so call the house or email or myspace or whatever.
the theme of my dreams last night was that my contacts kept popping out of my eye everywhere i went. i think it was coz i was SUPER nervous about having to do my speech today. like something retarded would happen like my contact would pop out while im talking. haha. yeah. im retarded.
im getting a kick out of the new digital camera (finally). i cant stop taking pictures of scooter! hahaha
and i cant hold down coffee for the life of me. i had to keep getting up from calc today to pee. haha ... i should stop. money spent at starbucks could be better spent. i dont even like coffee.
another anniversary for me and my bubba passed last week & his birfday is coming up!
i LOVE MY MiLiTARY MAN!!
putting in the Q-T for the boo-T! hahahahahahaha ...
fckFCKshitfck. shit between joy, cj, and me are the worst its ever been. its crazy coz we dont ever fight. but lately, its been an all out cuss-out (no hitting or anything). & i think my parents are just too stunned to say anything or stop any of it. maybe letting the kids fight is good for them once in a while. haha ... seriously though, DRAMA. FO'real.
ah well. i prayed long and hard. it'll pass.
hopefully shit will have calmed soon. the three of us have to hang out this weekend coz of a football game that cj's band is playing at ... uh-huuuuuuuh
and then next month we've got a halloween horror nights weekend set up. we're staying at the world center resort again. my love would absolutely adore it there. two sand volleyball courts! haha ... that place is my fcking magic kingdom =)
ive been getting a lot of running time in lately, keeping a decent time to the front gate then back to the house. i dont even know how far it is im running. i pass by this old-lady POWERwalking with 5lb. bars everyday. she's so fit, its ridiculous. my mom used to ask me why id run and id tell her its coz joy makes fun of me and calls me fat. but really, i just want to be that old-lady when im an old-lady, yah get?
speaking of stuff thats ridiculous: im not really an ipod fan but the new nanos are so cute i could roll it into a ball and smash it up!!! haha
school is school is school. i spend weekends in studying and drilling shit down. im not getting the greatest of grades but its been challenging and i love it! (btw, if anyone can offer an easier understanding so that i could get to some much needed retail-therapy, id be happy!)
& work is work is work. my kids are so funny to be around. i have to admit, i do have favorites. like one of my kids - jason. he can be pretty naughty sometimes but he such a sweetheart saying out of nowhere, "you look pretty today miss m" ... hahaha ... it just floors me. then everyday during playground, he'll ask me if i want to race him even though im wearing a skirt and zories! haha. i love going to work. i get a lot of hugs there! and sometimes, thats all i need. no matter how much ill want to go home before the work day even begins, i always end up having a good time.
aye adai, the UPS & DOWNS. *God promises a safe landing. He never said anything about a smooth ride.* we are alive and healthy. lets all have another BLESSED week, shall we? (love you and miss you all)
[edit] so the speech was not as bad i thought it would be. & my contact did NOT pop out.
get down girl, go'head get down ...
& uhmmmm yeah.
my cell phone is retarded so call the house or email or myspace or whatever.
the theme of my dreams last night was that my contacts kept popping out of my eye everywhere i went. i think it was coz i was SUPER nervous about having to do my speech today. like something retarded would happen like my contact would pop out while im talking. haha. yeah. im retarded.
im getting a kick out of the new digital camera (finally). i cant stop taking pictures of scooter! hahaha
and i cant hold down coffee for the life of me. i had to keep getting up from calc today to pee. haha ... i should stop. money spent at starbucks could be better spent. i dont even like coffee.
another anniversary for me and my bubba passed last week & his birfday is coming up!
i LOVE MY MiLiTARY MAN!!
putting in the Q-T for the boo-T! hahahahahahaha ...
fckFCKshitfck. shit between joy, cj, and me are the worst its ever been. its crazy coz we dont ever fight. but lately, its been an all out cuss-out (no hitting or anything). & i think my parents are just too stunned to say anything or stop any of it. maybe letting the kids fight is good for them once in a while. haha ... seriously though, DRAMA. FO'real.
ah well. i prayed long and hard. it'll pass.
hopefully shit will have calmed soon. the three of us have to hang out this weekend coz of a football game that cj's band is playing at ... uh-huuuuuuuh
and then next month we've got a halloween horror nights weekend set up. we're staying at the world center resort again. my love would absolutely adore it there. two sand volleyball courts! haha ... that place is my fcking magic kingdom =)
ive been getting a lot of running time in lately, keeping a decent time to the front gate then back to the house. i dont even know how far it is im running. i pass by this old-lady POWERwalking with 5lb. bars everyday. she's so fit, its ridiculous. my mom used to ask me why id run and id tell her its coz joy makes fun of me and calls me fat. but really, i just want to be that old-lady when im an old-lady, yah get?
speaking of stuff thats ridiculous: im not really an ipod fan but the new nanos are so cute i could roll it into a ball and smash it up!!! haha
school is school is school. i spend weekends in studying and drilling shit down. im not getting the greatest of grades but its been challenging and i love it! (btw, if anyone can offer an easier understanding so that i could get to some much needed retail-therapy, id be happy!)
& work is work is work. my kids are so funny to be around. i have to admit, i do have favorites. like one of my kids - jason. he can be pretty naughty sometimes but he such a sweetheart saying out of nowhere, "you look pretty today miss m" ... hahaha ... it just floors me. then everyday during playground, he'll ask me if i want to race him even though im wearing a skirt and zories! haha. i love going to work. i get a lot of hugs there! and sometimes, thats all i need. no matter how much ill want to go home before the work day even begins, i always end up having a good time.
aye adai, the UPS & DOWNS. *God promises a safe landing. He never said anything about a smooth ride.* we are alive and healthy. lets all have another BLESSED week, shall we? (love you and miss you all)
[edit] so the speech was not as bad i thought it would be. & my contact did NOT pop out.
get down girl, go'head get down ...