two titles in one day. fuck. some panthers are just waaaaay too talented.

CONGRATS TO iVES, JENNA, & MENCHO FOR SWEEPiNG THE SEASON! UN-DE-FUCKiNG-FEATED ALL THE WAY!
woohoo!

the girls beat southern 5-0 in the championship game. how awesome is that? they still got the rest of the year for practicing for Far East ... hope they kick ass there!

ryan came by. he made himself comfy on our couch while i got ready. joy couldnt get her plans together coz i guess her friends couldnt get their plans together. it was irritating coz id been reminding her all week to figure out what she was gonna do so could arrange her rides and shit. last minute shit came together - damn i hate when that happens ... so we left to pick up Kat and JP and me and ryan dropped the three of them off in Tumon and headed on to the Gate Theater to skip the entire import night thing and check out the Battle of the Bands competition.

jenna and ives told me theyd be there early to wait for me coz i was bringing the posters. so we rushed to Tiyan and me and ryan ended up being the first of the groupies to get there. the place was filling up so me and ryan took some seats and the show started. i thought it was gonna be some hardcore concert-type show (go figure, im not a mosh-band-concert-goer type of perso?) ... but it was an all-island competition with vocal solo and vocal group categories in elementary, middle, and high school divisions and on big category for bands. it turned out alright though. baskwill and kev showed up and decided to stand in the back the whole time. we had great seats and i got most of the first half of the show at a pretty good distance on tape.

the kids did their thing first. it was really nice coz they were really good! man im so jealous! these kids could sing! then when they moved on into the high school level, things started to get really good. they switched from band performance to singing performance back to band ... it flowed really well. Malafunkshun & Julius were the hosts: BiBA THE CHiLDREN!

most of the bands were from GW, JFK, and FD so there was a lot of support from their schools who came out. Drink Till She's Pretty (Chris, James, Zach, & Jackie) were the only ones from GHS. the rest of the groupies came during towards the end of the first half (with awesome Drink Till She's Pretty shirts) and we all met up at intermission. we made the signs i brought [MARRY ME CHRiS & GO DRiNK TiLL SHE'S PRETTY] ...

the competition was good. there was this group made up of this chick who played guitar and this dude on the drums and there were this guy and girl up there with them. at first i thought they were gonna sing but the band played rock covers of britney spears songs and the dude and girl started pop-locking and shit ... it was really cool. they started harlem shaking too ... man, that was really really cool! I liked this one group who did a Starting Line song ... i forget which ... but Drink did SUBLiME'S i SAW RED ... it was awesome.

at the end, the band winner was announce last. 3rd was this one group who did blink covers ... i didnt think they were the best but they did a good job ... maybe coz theyre songs were catchy? ... oh but doing that whole NO SCRUBS thing was cool. 2nd was that pop-locking britney spears group. after they'd chosen them, everyone was kinda uhm ... nervous? ... coz there were some really really good bands left to choose from. as soon as they said "and 1st place goes to DRiNK..." all 20 of us GHS-ers got up and started screaming. that was so fun! we hung out at the theater with the band afterwards. it was only 9 when the show ended. a chillnight with the crew was outta the possibilities though coz ivey had to drop some people off.

the only thing i didnt like about the show was that i ran out of tape. i ran out of tap in the middle of Drink's performance. dammit. and the better performances just happened to be after i had run out.

so i didnt want to take any chances trying to find parking down in tumon so me and ryan just hung out at Tinian.

got home at 1210 and me and joy talked about our nights.

from what ive heard, import night was all that great. haha ... i had a great time skipping it ... joy said that people were acting "stranger than usual" and she was just irritated. she said out of the whole time, she only had fun at the end - when she wasnt with the original group she had started with. im so glad i didnt go.

we came up with our "import poser" term. yeah a lot of people at school are. i think thats all everyone was talking about all week ... fucking import night ... coz of all the 'tyte carz' that are gonna be there and all the import models. blah. half those people dont know shit about cars. or maybe they do. i dont. if i had went, i really wouldnt have known what i was looking at. and people acting "stranger than usual" woulda definitily got on my nerves. and to top it off, the crowds walking around in different directions woulda made me sick. ok. im not as cool as everyone else. haha. whatever. i had fun elsewhere.

in the end, i told joy she prolly woulda had more fun watching the bands. its more her thing than it is mine. im not punk at all. i dont even like that stereotype. but i went for my friends. and our group had fun. i had fun. the bands were awesome. the night wasnt fake.

my revelations of the day: figure out what you like. choose the one thats more appealing to yourself. dont watse time dealing with people who just dont know. dont base things on what everyone else says is cool. youll be way more happier. i promise you.

ok. everyone be mad at me for my opinions now.

spent friday night at home working on joy's page. coz im a loser like that.

i changed her T-Mac layout to Broken Glasses. haha. transparent frames are starting to bug me. even on my site. speaking of which, i want to change my layout. we're both ad-free thanks to someone's donation! yeah-buddy! =) plus im jealous of joy's page. its cooler than mine. haha.

the rest of the week went by ok. got my classring. now me and ivey can play Morphine Time, or Captain Planet, or Wonder Twins or whatever the hell else. im the purple ranger and she's yellow. i recruited kev yesterday - he's red ranger. haha. we're 18 year old geeks.

prom dress shopping sucks. no one has what you want. no one has what you need. hey, what about the girls with no boobs!

JOY iS ANTi-PiNK
we're ad-fucking-free =)

wednesday felt like friday.

everytime i see a rainbow in the morning, its almost a sure thing that my day will go bad. i saw one today and i almost dreaded getting off the bus this morning. i had a test in 1st period and a quiz i didnt study for in 3rd. so yeah. i was waiting for it.

the last few days have been shit. its not fucking pms either ... i think its that i havent felt balanced? haha ... i mean like a lot of people were missing this week ... i havent seen the usual faces in the lobby in morning. i know last week was a busy one and i barely had time to say the usual good mornings but like this week, my balance was like lost or something? i havent seen mads ... i think she left without having a chance for any proper goodbyes, have fun, dont-forget-to-buy-me-somethings ... mahcus hasnt been around ... and thats a crucial thing because saying it with an "h" instead of an "r" has turned into something that i gotta have daily ... havent seen jenna in forever ... damn those one-day-schoolers ... but i miss everyone. shit in my world. haha ... chris style. damn these double-gold, double-blue days.

anyways. i think the rainbow thing is starting to work the right way ... i actually had a good day. the test in first was alright. even though sensei was being a crabby patty (haha) and pulled a *what the hell is this* by adding some surprise elements in the test, i think i went through it ok. me and chad finished our homework IN CLASS! haha ... cool us. then in 3rd, i'm/we're finally understanding chapter fucking 7 ... which is great now that we're almost done with it. haha ... i spent the hour that she spent explaining the new lesson teaching myself the stuff that the quiz was gonna be on. haha ... learned it in an hour ... i think i kicked ass on the quiz that i totally worked through on my own. yep. then she gave us the take home test which isnt due until we get back after spring break. so i got through my day.

cheerleading was alright. we learned that sanchez backed out on competition ... something about being too busy? haha ... britney was all like, no. its coz they saw our full twist in a basket-toss ... the extensions into halfbacks into libs into arabesques. haha ... yeah. we're busy too but no one here is making any excuses. haha ... so we're holding clinics and working on pep rallies and school shows. thats ok. established our stunt groups for the rest of the year ... three stunts at one time is pretty damn good. we were trying all this crap that ive never done. it was friggin fun ... haha ... i wanna try full downs sometime before the end of it all. cradling from a full extension feels funny. im so serious kayce, you should totally try it. your cradling would be really good for it. seriously. progressed on the dance routine ... i think we're trying to fit another waterfall into it? ok ill shuddup now. practice just got me really excited for the first time in a while.

mr. mesa's back. he looks really sick. man ... i dont even know why he stays after to put up with basketball.

today is the official one week anniversary of the war.

oh gosh. the weekend went by fast.

woke up super early to drop joy and her friends to practice at NCTAMS. then i went straight to work. then i left work coz i was having bad cramps. *woohoo to working your own hours!* then i went to go pick joy and them up. then i came home and took some friggin PMS medicine. and i calmed down. watched a basketball game with my mom. then worked on some homework. around 4 i went to practice at coach's house for an hour. instead of 'practice' she had us search around for coconuts coz we needed it for the luau later. i left at 5 for church. came back home and got ready. that took an hour and a half ... haha ... and ryan was waiting around along with the rest of my family. finally me and ryan left for the party.

as for that. it was alright. ryan got to know the cooler side of the squad ... haha ... i had to drag him along coz i damn well wasnt about to go alone. tynesia and alesia are the coolest. coach had the place set up like a forreal luau. it looked really cute. everyone was dressed up and jamie said she was gonna take the center piece home. haha ... the food was alright. people left all early and couples kept leaving to go for *secret walks* or whatever. the rest of the girls were talking about how rude it was. yeah i kinda agreed. coach even said that next time, the boyfriends werent allowed ... haha ... except for ryan ... coz he was being a good boy. =) lotsa games ... lotsa fun for those who were left. me and ryan left around 9:15. the party was almost over anyhow. chilled elsewhere and said goodnight.

woke up early today for a phone call from the Academy of Arts College. I dont remember anything said ... blah blah blah ... something imortant. oh well. it'll come back later.

did i tell you my story? joy was sad after The Big Show. she was like, that was a waste of a nice guitar. and i was just laughing and she punched me. i told her that yeah ... dj told me about it. its mr. Blasius's own. haha ... and it wasnt silver. it was duct taped over. haha ... she started laughing and said she felt stupid coz she thought it was silver. haha ... yeah ... the school's own ... but you didnt hear it from me.

speaking of joy. geeze. she's jumping on the goddamn bandwagon and signing up for a freaking xanga site.

today was *thumbsdown*. we had to take this stupid test in seminar. you basically answer questions and crap and in the end, it will tell you book titles that you might/should enjoy. i remember it from last year. our entire class couldnt log in ... waste of fucking time ... so i headed to the SBA meeting. usually, our council is us vs maria. today it was kinda us vs each other. and i felt really awful. the idea was put up into the air about taking the title away from Matt. as much as what he did pissed us off, i really dont think its right to take it away from him after only 2 weeks of being the "Guam Highdol". i seriously just wanted it to be a show. not another competition. if you liked what you saw and you just want to see more, then go to the show, know what i mean? nevermind. im just sorry.

journalism was probably the best part of my day. we were very productive and class ended with kyle sitting down and tapping to his Kid Rock & Sheryl Crow song. actually, that is a nice one.

staying after was a waste of time. where are the seniors at? i offered to help out with the senior video. i dont think anyone else will do it if i dont. ok. so. not much else. what can i say. Mondays Suck.

dang. i wonder how that happened last night.

the entire day went by really fast. all i remember was that i was pissed about something. and people kept irritating me and i was just busy. crap. we all "skipped" 4th and did the whole officers thing. skipped right in front of our teacher's faces! hah! but so far so good. today's the day. hope threatcon doesnt affect us. at least not till next week. we got sooooo many teachers to sign up for the dunk tank. surprised myself but shit, our council rocks! we even got maria to possibly do it ... even our vice principal who we havent even met yet.

felt better after that. then i went to ryan's house and chilled. then to my house to pick up some stuff. then off to the game.

i wasnt sticking my stunt during practice right before the game. (as usual) but things went by sooo smoothly. (as usual) ... haha ... oh yeah except when i totally forgot that one part of the cheer and ended up doing a move all late. haha ... i was my own ripple! haha ... but yah. i got in trouble for not smiling. i like annie's excuse though: Geeze Marj, you smile all day! You need a break once in a while. plus, i sorta didnt feel like being all enthusiastic while we were losing. hmmmm ... seems like the guys were upset after that one. i think we're 4th now? (sanchez beat us in regular season) oh well ... Good Job guys!

& see, didnt i tell you it was gonna happen? and this dork actually scored with him! haha ... that was funny ... i heard she got $3 bucks out of it too! Good Job Kayce!

Chamorro Day! I'll be back this after noon.

<edit> fuck yeah ... Chamorro day was cool.

NJROTC - barbeque & hot dogs

Japanese - Big 6 Projects & Japanese snacks

Spanish - Big 6 projects & Toquitos

French - chocolate-dipped strawberries, fondue, & french snacks

Foreign Language Club - bake sale snacks & drinks

Seniors - Nachos & Snow Cones

Juniors - Drinks & Candy

Sophomores - Coconut Candy

Freshmen - Candy & snacks

Far East Girl's Soccer - T-Shirts, cotton candy, popcorn

Culture class - Carabao, Chamorro dancers, & Chamorro Fiesta Food samples

SBA - dunk tank featuring GHS's top 10 (favorite) teachers

SBA - local recording artist Anthony Fergurgur with Fanoghe Chamorro

SBA - special reading of the Inifresi by The Kyle

SBA - dunk tank featuring GHS's top 10 (favorite) teachers

SBA - The Big Show featuring:

BANDS

Mike Franquez&Steven Sablan

Seven Leaf Clover [DJ Fellows, Chad Bradagan(?), Chris Leopard, Zach Fisher, & Joe(?)] - Exposed (orginal song)

Drink Till She's Pretty [James Fryman, Chris Calvo, Jackie Cassidy, & Zach Fisher] - The Warm

DUETS

Chris Fisher & Alison Ward - It's Your Love

Chris Fisher [Mike Burdios got sick] & Genene Francisco - Come With Me

Tiffany & Alva R. - Beautiful

SOLOiSTS

Pristina Aguilar

David Veltri - I Don't Want To Miss A Thing

& Matt Sablan - Say It

SPOKEN WORD PERFORMANCE - Is Hip Hop Political?

Roman

iNTERPRETiVE DANCE to Sometimes by Britney Spears

Emily Bogen & Annie Bell

I was busy the entire time as usual to actually see it as a viewer. it was funny coz during set up in the morning, me and kyle were getting so frustrated with everything that every other word was *fuckin* ... haha ... alla a sudden, we were like *what the fuckin's wrong with us?* ... haha ... but yeah ... all our hard work this past month was way worth it. we've been getting compliments all day about how its been the best Chamorro day in a long time. The Big Show went by great. I think everyone pretty much liked the talent that was out there and were even surprised by some. Ah man ... im just glad that people enjoyed themselves. shit ... i just wished i had more time to check everything out. i didnt even get to see all the booths and stuff. i didnt even get to see the carabao.

Teachers were really enthusiastic about getting in the dunk tank. it was cool. Ms. rubio didnt keep her end of the bargain. as usual. but you know what? fuck her. i swear to god she had a problem with everything. i kept trying to avoid her coz she kept bitching to me and kyle about the most retarded things. but other than that, people really did enjoy themselves. im just so glad all this work is over and we could finally put our feet up and chillax.

great job everyone! (my council could totally kick this war's ass all by ourselves! haha)

oh and remish! thanks so much for making the programs last minute!!!! Thank you so so much! =)

stayed after to help clean up. ryan came over and ate with us. my mom cooked fried rice just for us too. haha ... man ... its even friday and we ate meat! >:-)

life tonight is good.

hope you all had a wonderful day!</edit>

just one more little thought before this chick gets some beauty sleep: Hope you and your families stay safe during all this drama.

sorry about bringing it up and all.

but i mean it.

so here it is.

ive been working on layouts this whole week. this was my favorite out of 3. i guess its coz of all the stress lately. i release tension through my computer. find that its at these times when my creativity peaks. sorry. im weird.

practice today went by smoothly. surprisingly. maybe its the new captains? i got to tried a flatback to a lib to an arabesque. crap i was really scared coz ive never done that before. the first time we tried it though i went up and stuck it. that was really fun. i really like when dira's my lib base! i feel so stable in the air. YAY! ... haha ... blah ... i guess this whole one squad thing is working out ... but before i say anything, we have a game tomorrow so yeah ...

kayce got attacked by a butterfly today!

after practice, i was teaching ryan how to help me practice jumps by being my prep partner. it was funny coz once he'd get me up, i wouldnt even practice the jump because im overtaken by the fact that im so high in the air ... haha ... it was fun ...

speaking of ryan. he scored 26 last night in their first playoff game. i caught it on the late night news. mmm ... what a sexy! =) i think he's right about JP Cruz and the whole thing about him making a 'miraculous' comeback tomorrow night. maybe its all BS?! maybe its not. whatever it is, im looking forward to another nail-biting game. man.

Congrats Mahcus on making the All-Island team!

two gold days in a row suck. i have to do my math homework now. and my japanese. and my chemistry. no, not really chemistry. =) oh and 4th lunch sucks! im hungry dammit!

Im excited for friday! Ahhh! yeah ... gotta get to that homework.

Checking out this new layout.

All this talk of war sucks.

the ultimatum is supposed to be up tuesday (monday US time). im really scared about all this war talk going on at school. i'm tired of seeing damn headlines that warn americans to "brace for fucking war" ... its depressing. doesnt seem like its worth sending so many people through. even the fucking UN has its doubts. the bombers on base make the atmosphere so serious all of a sudden. seems like even the weather is preparing for it. was planning on going to this but stuff came up. Our leaders should really look at the Global Vigils and see just how many people, not just in the US, want peace.

if andersen goes on FP Con Delta, school's gonna be shut. graduation will be fucked up for me.

in happier current events news: elizabeth smart was found. how great is that?

*the tag board should be fixed for those of you who are having trouble posting*

HOLY SHiT, WHAT A GAME!

this is really how you should start off a weekend.

halfday at school. went home instead of the usual going out to lunch with the crew. had to work. finished around two and went home to nap. my mom said coach called while i was working and said blue squad didnt have to cheer that night coz not enough people could make it(?) so i called kayce up to make sure. after confirming with her, i told her i prolly wouldnt make it coz it would end up ending late anyways ... didnt know if my mom was up for that.

so we were all home around 2 and bored. we sat around watching mom's shows and cj started complaining about how bored he was. around 6:30 we were leaving the house for the game because me and joy were telling my mom how big it was gonna be.

and DUDE. iT FUCKiNG WAS!

61-60 was the final score and we won. we beat the only undefeated team in the league. that felt so fucking good. it was tied around 16 seconds left in the 4th and alonzo was at the free throw line. he missed his first but made the second shot to give us the 1 point lead. and like 3 seconds, JFK had posession and Ankle Boy *code names, kayce =)* had the ball ... and missed! i swear at that moment, everyone was holding their breath ... when he missed, we were already celebrating coz we thought the clock ran out. then the refs pulled some bullshit call and were about to give Ankle Boy 2 freethrow shots. yeah, i know, what a bitch huh? instead, they gave JFK possession at 1 second left and called a timeout.

figured they were just gonna try to get the ball up to just about anyone *desparation's sake* so dequina put chris in! we were all cheering for him!!!! =) i like that guy. since he came back from far east, he's been talking ebonics. its funny. anyways ... so they sent him in ... praying for no fouls ... and the ball was blocked. we won!!!!!!!!! everyone was yelling and going crazy! man that was a good one ...

me and kayce were hugging in the end! it was coz of us two, you know. its because we kept our mouths shut during the game - never saying anything along the lines of man, i hope we win, or oh my gosh, if we win, then ..., or even yeah, we got this game. we already won ... we just did what were best at and cheered the whole time! with her blow-dried pom-poms! on our feet the entire time! woohoo! go us! me and kayce should be our own squad! haha! im thinking of naming it SUPER-GOLDBLUiSH SQUAD ... haha ... there were so many GHS-ers there ... man, i love school spirit.

Ryan was doing so good!!!!! i was going crazy every single time he had the ball! i was yelling at him to take shots and he ended up sinking 3-pointer after 3-pointer ... what a hottie! =) he kept scoring and i lost count halfway through 2nd quarter. it looked like the team was playing together ... after games, ryan would usually vent to me about how one person wouldnt be playing like a team player and stuff like that but last night, they had it. everyone was contributing ... how great is that? most of the bench didnt get to play. i dont think theyre too upset by that though. it was a big game ... mahcus wasnt shining through like he should have. i think the media hypes up his image so much that everyone starts aiming for him. they guarded marc the whole time. man ... buts its alright ... Zo lead with 17 and Ryan had 16. I AM SO PROUD OF THEM. baybeh, i am so proud of YOU!

the jv game was a good one too. Josh made a 3 point shot at the buzzer to put the game into overtime. they ended up losing but hey, effort is a great thing too.



seriously, if you missed out, you really, really did miss out.

get PDN's coverage here.

after the game, we went to find an open Fuji-Ichiban in Tumon. Ryan's brother Ron came after we sat down. he talked with us for a while. told him about the game and everything. funfun.

got home around 12, still super hyper from the excitement. the house was at its usual 50-degree temperature - that's below freezing for this chick - so i changed into layers of pajamas (complete with the socks ryan gave me that go all the way up past my knees) and felt super cozy. crashed and woke up at the computer typing this blog out.

later today we're apposed to go shopping for something to wear on Chamorro Day (friday). gonna call ryan up to come. the three of us just may be crazy enough to end up *matching* ... haha ... =) AAAAHHH! im still super excited!

i still have the entire weekend to go and i dont even have to go to work! what a great one this will be.

[6:38pm] just came back from the mall ... yuck ... but i had to go shopping for some island wear ... dropped the family off at the movies. they watched Tears of the Sun ... i didnt want to watch so i met up wiff ryan so we could find some matching stuffs ... *cheesy-us* ... =) ... we got our stuff, walked around, met up with the fam who told us how graphic and sad the movie was. then we ate and CJ was beeing a doofus and ate only the inside of his chalupa. then he saved the cover to put some sardines in it for later. eeeyuck! haha ...

there was a harley davidson fashion show at center court. i think that was the smallest audience i've ever seen there? ... y e a h ... some of those guys were cool.

joy's gonna match us! haha ... awww ... can't wait. EVERYONE: dont forget to wear your island style stuffs on friday! (chamorro day)[/6:48]

*gasp* Bisa! you cut your hair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pictures!!!!! =) man, if you get hired at chuck-e-cheese's im gonna be so jealous! haha ... you get to play on your lunch breaks! how awesome is that?! =) hope you get the job(s)! happy birthday! (again) miss you chick!

HAPPY 18th BiRFDAY BiSA!

ok. lets breathe for a minute.

we finally took the time to sit down and talk. clear things up. make opinions known. i felt a lot better after we all came together like that. i thought it was a good idea to answer those questions through the sheets because coach is right, we won't talk to each other on our own. everyone pretty much explained what they didnt like ... what they liked ... how we need to improve ... how the gossip, cliques, and shady-ness(?) just really needs to stop. in the end it was alright. maybe things with gold will get better. maybe we all will when competition practice starts. i have a feeling though that there will always be the one or two stubborn ones who just wont let issues go. ok. i think everyone else gets it.

seriously though. the only thing that upset me was that i was being blamed for shit-talking by people who totally had nothing to do with the squad. i didnt like the fact that our drama was brought outside of the squad and people who i didnt know, or werent even cheerleaders were confronting me and asking me why i was the one starting everything. damn misunderstandings and people's mouths. yep lisa. things back here still havent changed. youll never escape the rumors that go crazy at little old GHS.

whatever.

dude, Foreign Language Club is so totally doing a really good job planning their dance. Good job maryanne (my future daughter's name) and everyone else in it! i think this will be the first dance of the year that i actually WANT to go to! lotsa dancing to watch ... looking forward especially to seeing the tinikling performance ... dont hurt your ankles joanne! oh and and the capoeira(sp?) thing ... sounds fun. never been to a cultural banquet. sounds beautiful! *winks* ... she taught ryan to waltz! haha ... isnt that sexy?

had a bomb threat drill today. killed ssr. and my sore sore legs. we walked to the fire station. if it were the real thing, ms. van's and ms. tressler's class woulda died. awww ...

take another breather.

everyone's nostrils were flaring today. maria found a way to tick everyone off like 100 times worse than usual. after like 3 weeks of being out, she wanted us to drop our progress and fill her in on whats been happening. can we say backtrack? its so much better without her around ... i cant stress that enough. we're pressing on time ... doesnt she realize everything we've been working for the past month is scheduled to happen next friday. its bad enough the life skills were scheduled this week - the last week of the quarter ... now she's threatening our hula dancers to come and perform "covered up with one piece bathing suit tops" ... WHAT THE MOTHER FUCKiNG FUCK? ...

8th period was fun though. spent an hour and a half brainstorming. pretty damn good stuff we came up with. my favorites:
* CANCER PATiENT (code names)
* JUNiORS NEXT!
* KARLO THE HACKER.
* HiS BAG iS iN THE SERVER ROOM.
* MR. TAYLOR, CAN YOU PASS THiS ALONG TO THE PRESiDENT WHiLE YOU SHAKE HiS HAND?

have a good day everyone.

its 5:33am.

i should be using this time to do that jap2 homework that i didnt get to last night. we had a late game at school and by the time i came home, i was so ready to crash. cheering with gold always gets me down. people don't get along and im just about sick of the dumb drama ... girls can be such girls sometimes. at least our halftime went by smoothly. when i first got to the game, people were all about getting into full liberties ... that was cool with me -except we never practice that. i was having such a hard time getting up without being unbalanced. i think if we practiced what we're going to perform, we wouldnt have such a hard time getting a stunt up, know what i mean? but yeah ... gravity was so not on my side last night and so many times i hit the ground with my right foot still hanging in the air ... (kayce managed to grab my foot and hold on to it everytime i fell) ... at least my foot was saved, right? so we improvised and went into a half first then a lib. i know it looks amateur but it was clean. i noticed everytime me and holly went straight into a lib, we'd be wobbly. by halftime, we had out thing down - half, lib, heel stretch and all ... friday will be so much funner.

during JV, i had to use the bathroom. so i went in and the toilets are sorta in a separate 'room' (i guess?) from the rest of the locker room. the light switch in there didnt work so i peed in the dark. i was really scared. haha ... told my story to joanne.

ryan drove the van yesterday and after school we all jumped in to go eat mcdonalds. mahcus lost his id card there. but he really didnt. lucky for us the gate gaurd at andersen was being a lazy. chilled at our house for a while and went all the way back to school. its coz i forgot my stuff.

bisa blogged!

the weekend was good.

saturday was a blur. i dont even know ...

sunday started at 7am for me. whistled while i worked worked worked. then picked up chad and drove down to tumon. got the project done. we'll show you all as soon as it's ready ... coolcool ... phase 1 sucks ass dude. finding parking was scary ... i hate turning into traffic ... had to pull an austin powers to get outta a sticky situation. ryan met us up at the Dai-Ichi ... mighta missed him if i hadnt known his car so well! (*cheese*) ... we ditched ms. chirichetti, maria and the rest of the show to chow. i ended being the only who got food though ... shared the gyoza and got full fast. chado-san, where you at? my tag board misses you!

theres a mosquito flying around my head.

i was supposed to be at this safe schools meeting today but i had to recommend Jamie for it instead coz i was apposed to have 3 tests (out of 4 frickin classes) today. turns out i had a sub for each of those three classes and the tests were postponed. GREAT. did that math one though. our class' usual plan of cheating our way through life was foiled on account of ms. maher getting smarter and leaving 4 different versions for the sub. haha ... we're screwed! haha ... *thankgodformakeupdays* ...

things are going good.

my paper is kickass.

i should be done anytime soon.

Ivey's gross list!

the last two days of cheerleading has been the best ive had all year. thursday was funny coz the "southsider" chicks&chris decided to get all competitive and were all about the south side ... i didnt see it as being fair that they all got to group up and north side had to be split. so northsiders teamed up and now we have a *secret plan* and our dance is gonna be FRiCKiN AWESOME! haha ... danielle's supposed to mix us a song coz i heard coach's previous attempt wasn't so good ... just as long as the competition routine doesnt end up so "stiff", ill be happy.

then the game was cool. st. johns had only varsity so we had an early game. me and kayce sat out coz she's the ultimate captain and i was too fat ... haha, like the other girls say ... seriously though, cheering with blue squad is waaaaay funner than it is with gold. we had fun ... nuff said.

hung out with ryan all day ... before and after the game ... you guys dont know how much i love him! *awwww* =)

MOB work this week has been really productive. i just want to thank kyle, kim, maurice, and jamie for being so dedicated ... i love you guys! all this work is seriously gonna pay off come culture week. im really excited about it! like i said before, i credit all this efficiency and productivity to maria's abscence. haha ... everyone and anyone who attends GHS should really check our council's forum out ... keep yourself informed. tell everyone else.
click here.
by the way. check out the added links... i been meaning to get all those people up on it ...

(kayce, hope you don't mind, im using your picture of ivey's ankle)

couldnt decide on what to give up for lent ... had a nice religious talk with my friend kyle and realized how much bull the whole thing was ... that boy never fails to open my eyes ... so yeah ... dude, ever since lent started on Ash Wednesday, ive cussed so much and have had the urge to cuss every other word. hmmm ...

cj got the Lord of The Rings: Two Towers on PlayStation 2. i like Lord of the Rings.

& this is fun.

byebye. miss you all!

i was gonna link to the article on mahcus but someone left it in my tagboard already! haha ... was that you marc?! haha ... what a tard ... he wasnt even there in the morning for us to make fun of coz his hobbies include cleaning the house! haha ... that guy ... he's a funny one. but man ... hell yeah im proud of him! mike said that ... we all are ... coz we know him! woohoo! congrats mahcus!

got plenty done today. first auditions for our Big Show went through very very well. i would make cuts if i could but that would just be mean of me ... haha ... seriously though, props to everyone who went out and tried ... takes a confident one to stand up there alone. i really admire that. stayed after with the rest of our wonderful council and planned Chamorro Day. you all better have fun too coz we're working very hard. (me and jamie had to even skip practice to dal with SBA stuff!) ... haha ... they told me the story about the dunking booth and NOW i GET iT! YAY! haha ...

so did i tell you about the game? i think i did ... i think i left out the part where this one dude looked like karlo. haha ... speaking of that guy ...

HAPPY BiRFDAY TO MOMMA, REMY'S MOMMA, AND KARLO!

today was an odd one.

kayce and dannie decided to be weirdo-faces and imitate me and ryan walking down the hall. casey was the shorter marj and danielle was the taller ryan. i think i was too into a conversation or confused by the flow of traffic to realize they were imitating me and ryan until they were already past us. haha ... lezbo cheerleaders ... haha ... just kidding guys ... it was funny ... casey even tried to copy the orange i was holding! haha ... what weird one, those two are.

speaking of cheerleading. we had to wear our new ones to school today. was feeling the draft down there because i had to do with boy cut panties ... haha ... cheering was weird. we spent the entire time on the bench ... we prolly woulda sat down anyways even if the gym was a different one. we were practicing the stunt that we were gonna put up at halftime but as soon as we got the stunt down, i realized i didnt even know the cheer that we were doing. haha ... so i got to sit this one out ... yay ... i'd like to send a shout out to #14 from St. Paul's. he's a cheerleader hater ... haha ... what an ass for treating a chick that way ... YOU GUYS LOST. now who's gonna "shut the fuck up"? ryan didnt play tonight because of his knee ... talked to his family after the game ... his mom is such a sweetheart ... she even greeted my mom with an early happy birfday greeting ... so im thinking i should just quit. because you know ... im not even gonna be on island for the competition on april 12. what the hell am i gonna do ... i feel retarded for having these issues.

chado ... if i go to that thing for Japanese, im dragging you down with me!

My poor Krusty Krab Pizza Ivey!!!!!!! hope your ankle gets better!!!!!!!!!! Boo to big girls who like to hurt Krusty Krab Pizza Ivey! Boo!

joy drove us home.

sike.

she wishes.

wow bisa. i loved that long post! i love hearing from you!

baskwill's right. we shoulda done senior week closer to the end.

i didnt want to go back to school. he didnt even teach his classes today. haha ... he just gave them notes and told them to do the work. cant blame him. i think we all got used to the freedom.

now i dont even know my make up assignments.

you dont know how much i wish i was near an ice place. i really really really really really really want to see buzz and woody at a live show. man im jealous.

oh and kayce, if youre reading this, what the hell am i supposed to wear under my skirt! haha ... no bloomers for me ... and you could totally see through it when i wear a thong ... haha ... dammit ... what the hell kind of uniform isnt gonna come with bloomers?

no no no.

this layout just wont do. it was kinda a rushed job. i just wanted to get rid of my valentines layout. maybe this weekend.

im thinking of opening the blog to more friends ... hmmm ... i think its time to expand some horizons ... what do you think?

i feel like saying bad words so for all the little max's out there: EARMUFFS (hah ... watch old school) ...

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. i HAVE A LOT OF FUCKiNG WORK TO DO. BUT iM GONNA BE MY FUCKiNG LAZY ASS SELF AND WAiT TO DO iT LAST MiNUTE. HAHAHA ... FUCK FUCK FUCK ... i SHOULDA GOTTEN OUT OF FUCKiNG JAPANESE WHEN i HAD THE CHANCE. SENSEi GETS ON EVERY LAST FUCKiNG NERVE ... SHE KEEPS BUGGiNG ME ABOUT THE GODDAMN PROPOSAL COPiES ... i SWEAR SHE'S OUT TO MAKE LiFE HARDER FOR EVERYONE SHORTER THAN HER ... SHiT WOMAN, i ALREADY APPROVED YOUR FUNRAiSERS ... WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT?! i NEED MY PiANO BACK. THiS HOUSE iS TOO QUiET. i TOOK THE CAR OUT FOR A DRiVE. HAVENT DONE THAT SiNCE i BEEN SiCK iN BED THE PAST TWO WEEKENDS. THE FUCKiNG MALL HASNT BEEN AS BAD AS iT USED TO BE ... THEN AGAiN, i HAD RYAN THERE EACH TiME. FUCK FUCK FUCK. WE'RE GONNA WAKE UP TO ANOTHER FUCKiNG MONDAY. SHiT. iM GONNA GO TO THE OFFiCE AND SAY THE PLEDGE ... AND iF ANY OF US iS READY, iM GONNA HAFTA KiCK OFF THE CHARACTER EDUCATiON PROGRAM. FUCK FUCK FUCK. ALL THESE GODDAMN RESPONSiBiLiTiES ... AND ALL i WANT TO DO iS SiT HERE LiSTENiNG TO THiS WONDERFUL CD WiTH RYAN. DAMN MiLLiGAN'S CLASS ... HiM AND HiS FUCKiNG WEiRD ASS WAYS OF GRADiNG .. HOW THE HELL ARE YOU GONNA GiVE ME A FUCKiNG 163 OUT OF A MOTHERFUCKiNG 210? SHiT ... i WORKED SO HARD TRYiNG TO FiND BULLSHiT TO FUCKiNG COPY&PASTE FOR THAT PAPER TOO! FUCK ... SENiOR WEEK PUT ME iN A STATE OF MiND THAT i NEVER WANT TO END. FUCK ... ALL OF A SUDDEN, THE MOOD GOT SO MUCH MORE SERiOUS. WE HAD OUR FUN ... TiME TO THiNK ABOUT THE FUTURE NOW. FUCK THE GODDAMN DUE DATES. WE'RE ALL GONNA MAKE iT ONE WAY OR ANOTHER. iF YOU HAVENT LEARNED ANYTHiNG FROM SCHOOL, AT LEAST FiND A PLACE TO LEARN SOME COMMON SENSE. HMMM ... OLD SCHOOL'S GOT ME FUCKiNG BRAiNWASHED. i WiSH i COULD BULLSHiT MY WAY THROUGH EVERYTHiNG. FUCK ... WOULDNT LiFE BE GRAND?

today was a good one too.

dammit i wish this weekened never ended.

went to work and finished an entire Revlon reset in 4 hours. the job usually takes about 12 ... i went in expecting a long day. but it got done fast and by 2 i was home getting ready to take a nap before church. when 5 came around, everyone changed their minds coz they thought i was sick. but i was just taking a nap. so we went to the movies. i called ryan to meet me there so we could watch something.

we got there before ryan did and met up with the guys who were already there [mahcus, ray, ralph, ray, and mike] ... they couldnt figure out what they wanted to watch so i told them to see Old School with us. they went in with joy and cj and saved seats while me and mike stayed outside waiting for our dates ...

mike was telling me who he wanted to see old school with us but nikki wanted him to watch how to lose a guy in 10 days ... haha ... she still wasnt there when ryan came, but we were already late for ours so we said bye to him ... he totally shoulda just watched with us coz the movie was funny ... sorta wished cj wasnt with us coz there was a lot of boobies ... haha ... had fun ...

after, we split from the group and walked around. ate at the food court with my family ... then my mom kept bugging ryan about his knee and told him that she wanted to take him to this old man from dededo so he could get his knee massaged ... haha ... that was cool.

nothing that great happened today so i dont really know why im making such a big deal about it ... i just wasnt expecting today i guess ...

every week should be like this.

two days of school three days of feild trips for seniors all the time. the beach thing was cool. we all just started off chillin with the volleyball. then james brought his drum set out and they set up in the other cabana place. all the guitar players went that way too. i walked over there coz ryan made me mad ... just needed to cool off for a while. then when everything was all good, we were just chillin listening to jackie sing with the band. they were practicing for the talent show ... it was cool when chris joined in and they sang that sublime song together ... awww ... how nice! it was so cooooool! haha ... duets are always lovely.

we went swimming for a while ... damn the water was cold at first. but the beach was nice and the ground was soft. david kept going further out to where you could check out the fish and he saw a baby shark and a skip jack. me RJ and ryan walked around the soft part of the reef looking for some balate. whenever we found one, RJ took it and threw it at the group of people standing around in th water ... it was funny every single time. something about the water makes you hungry(?) ... so everyone was heading back up. it was only like 9am and the food wasnt coming till 11. we chilled some more ... dan came and the guys played YOU DON'T WRiTE to mix up the variety of songs ... yeaaaaahh! its sexy when they play! haha ...

it was just an overall kick back day ... food came ... everyone was eating ... yummm ... i ate red rice and kelaguen mixed together ... then some chicken ... and more kelaguen. so something about after eating makes you tired(?) ... people started lying around taking naps ... we rested a while ... turned up the cd player ... ryan was dancing with me ... didnt look so bad considering his knee is fucked ... haha ... yes, baby, you did look fine =) ... then we went back into the water while everyone else chilled all over the place. james was giving drum lessons ... that was cool ... everyone was just having a good time ... even baskwill was having fun snorkleing and shit ...

then the game ... i cant even talk about it. it was so goddamn close! ... i felt bad for blue squad ... if i had known there would be so little of them, i woulda shown up in uniform, learned the cheer in 5 minutes, and been ready to help them out ... there was only 4 of them who went out at halftime ... but they did good ... at least they went out ... unlike another *ahem* squad who cant even do something simple ... yep, casey said it right: we're so gonna kick ass at competition. haha ...

ryan scored the first points of the game ... it was even a 3 point shot ... thats my baybeh ... however, i told him not to play at all coz of his knee. he was hurting ... and kept getting hurt ... dammit babe, i hate worrying like that ... oh well, he got 12 kisses out of it ...

i loved today.