we went boonie stomping today.
not as much seniors showed up as yesterday but it was still really cool ... still was the majority of us, at least. the hike to the cave wasn't so bad. for a while it was just a straight path. it started off all dirty coz there was a lot of trash that was dumped there or something. then it started to go downhill. we had to walk in single file line because of the path and when we got deeper into the woods and the path became less obvious and more "jungly" (?), all you could hear was ... 'OUCH! ... FUCK! ... OW! ...FUCK! ... SHiT! ... THORN! ... FUCK!' ... haha ... when we got to the cave, we all stopped and left out stuff outside because we had to go through water.
we had to hike down into the cave first then when we got in, the water came up to about our stomaches. it was nice, cold, freshwater. the guys who went ahead set up the place with candles and stuff. it was really nice. the cave was really nice. everyone was just swimming around. too cold for me though. everyone's stuff got wet. haha. people were in a rush to leave though. that kinda irritated me. the cave was really nice.
we left to hike to the beach so everyone put their clothes back on again. the hike to the beach was a little harder. all of a sudden, the "hill" turned into like a straight wall and we were hiking down this steep ass path. there was even a point where there was this rope on a tree that people had to use to get down to the rest of the path. haha. the "beach" itself was not even really a beach. because its the other side of Guam, it couldnt be. it was just a rocky cliff side. the waves waves were strong. everyone found their spots to chill and we ate for a while. me and ryan braved the rocks to go check out everyone else who went to get closer to the water. from where we were it was probably still a pretty good drop till you get to the water. it was really tricky coz the rock was sharp and there was no place where you could really stand up and be stable. one slip and youre done. very dangerous. we were climbing the rocks on all 4's. i felt like Gollum in Lord of the Rings II: The Two Towers. (haha ... now chad is gonna make fun of me) *sticks-tounge-out-at-chado* ... haha ... thats ok chad. sing my song to the tune of spongebob's krusty krab pizza: NO TERRA-NOVA! NO TERRA-NOVA! FOR YOU AND ME! haha ... anyways, the view was incredible. the water was really ... water like ... everytime i get that close to deep water, i feel like im gonna see a shark or something ... the wind up there felt good.
we had to go back coz it was getting really hot and people were being all rushy again. the hike back was hell. it was mostly up hill ... seriously straight uphill. it was really hot too. it takes longer getting out ... prolly because of the uphill climb. towards the end i was getting really tired and ryan was holding my hand and sorta pulling me to make it ... everyone was like, i cant wait till we get to the trash coz that means the bus is nearby! haha ...
in the end, it was really fun. im glad i went because if i didnt, i prolly woulda left guam and never boonie stomped in my life. our class did get the chance to bond. in the cave, we made this circle and anyone who crossed into the middle would get splashed like crazy. then, maurice was playing spin the flashlight and it pointed to JP ... haha ... at the "beach" cliff place, we all ate lunch together and people like kev and chris who've been here their whole lives told us that they've never boonie stomped before. then they started playing catch the grape when i throw it into your mouth ... haha ... they were mr. baskwill's grapes! haha ... chris was sitting next to this rock that had throw up looking stuff all over the side. he got grossed out then moved. dan told him it was corn beef. haha ... yuck! we littered. this crazy guy in orange clothes climbed on top of this tall ass piece of rock and people were daring him to stand up and put his arms up. im glad he didnt though. he probably would have died. it was really windy. during the hike itself, we had to walk all single filed because of the path and everyone was just watching out for each other. it was really nice. i mean, i saw people who aren't like you know, good friends watching each other's back because of stuff on the path like thorns or rocks or holes or vines or branches ... it was cool. people had each other on water check and to me, that was really sweet.
we had two hours to kill before the end of school so we just went to the mall all stinky and sweaty ... haha ... then went back to school and people were racing in the parking lot.
people were really bloody coz they were getting cut up from the rocks. i wore shorts and i dont even have any cuts! haha ... but that sucks ... no battle scars to show for today's long battle. =(
really really fun. what an experience!
2.26.2003
say it with me everyone: NO TERRANOVA!
yeabuddy! the day was fun. seniors didnt have to take the terranova's so we went to eat breakfast at shirleys ... that was cool ... we packed a whole lotta people into a uhm ... a whole lotta big tables ... haha. then dan used the tip calculation mode on his cellphone to calculate that everyone had to pay exactly $6.00! haha ... chris told his Pepito joke ... that took a good 10 minutes. then i ate off ryan's fried rice coz i knew i wasnt gonna be hungry. and yes. i threw up. in the bathroom. not a big scene.
we went to the bowling alley after. not exactly the best one KDP's been to but yeah. we got a shit lane again. played a few rounds with so many people ... [rem, cristianne, ivey, jenna, gee, kev, maurice, ryan, & dan] ... next to us were the pro's [chris, josh, & james] ... it was kinda ghetto coz we had to write our scores down and crap ... and rem kept smelling her fingers after she bowled! haha ... but it was still fun. the balls kept getting stuck but everyone kept going anyways and soon we didnt even have any! haha ... forreal though, it was cool. there were breaks in between coz straight bowling for how many hours does get boring. so people played pool. and we ate cheeseburgers. and fries. and took the video camera around.
it was kinda long but it was fun. now my feet hurt from the shoes. and victor stole his. and he's a weird one. never knew. sorry jenna. HE iS! ... haha ... the place was playing some hella good music! that was weird ... everyone was having a good time, you could tell.
so we came back about 30 minutes early and just chilled in the lobby thinking about our adventures in the boonies tomorrow. cristianne wants me to wear stockings. we dont want anyone's legs to get cut up. i said i would only if she makes runs in them so my legs could breathe. she said ok. and after, i could use my stockings as a net to catch fish.
by the way:
did anyone notice the updates?
a photo album
yeabuddy! the day was fun. seniors didnt have to take the terranova's so we went to eat breakfast at shirleys ... that was cool ... we packed a whole lotta people into a uhm ... a whole lotta big tables ... haha. then dan used the tip calculation mode on his cellphone to calculate that everyone had to pay exactly $6.00! haha ... chris told his Pepito joke ... that took a good 10 minutes. then i ate off ryan's fried rice coz i knew i wasnt gonna be hungry. and yes. i threw up. in the bathroom. not a big scene.
we went to the bowling alley after. not exactly the best one KDP's been to but yeah. we got a shit lane again. played a few rounds with so many people ... [rem, cristianne, ivey, jenna, gee, kev, maurice, ryan, & dan] ... next to us were the pro's [chris, josh, & james] ... it was kinda ghetto coz we had to write our scores down and crap ... and rem kept smelling her fingers after she bowled! haha ... but it was still fun. the balls kept getting stuck but everyone kept going anyways and soon we didnt even have any! haha ... forreal though, it was cool. there were breaks in between coz straight bowling for how many hours does get boring. so people played pool. and we ate cheeseburgers. and fries. and took the video camera around.
it was kinda long but it was fun. now my feet hurt from the shoes. and victor stole his. and he's a weird one. never knew. sorry jenna. HE iS! ... haha ... the place was playing some hella good music! that was weird ... everyone was having a good time, you could tell.
so we came back about 30 minutes early and just chilled in the lobby thinking about our adventures in the boonies tomorrow. cristianne wants me to wear stockings. we dont want anyone's legs to get cut up. i said i would only if she makes runs in them so my legs could breathe. she said ok. and after, i could use my stockings as a net to catch fish.
by the way:
a photo album
2.20.2003
68 kisses and counting ...
today was a great day.
got cristianne and remy to skip 4th with me to chill in mr. baskwill's. he was cool with it till more people started showing up. that was fun finally getting a chance to hang out. talked about graduationg stuffs ... picture plans ... "themes" ... went on till after school. that was cool coz i got to skip practice and hang out with everyone again!!!!!!! that really made my day! man ...
then, i got home and read the headlines ... the guys defeated FD ... you know how great that is? ... ryan's name is even in the paper ... woohoo ...
[ 10:26pm ] just got off the phone with ryan. they lost today so they're officially out of the tournament. thats ok. theyre tired. it means more shopping time anyways! haha! stuff for me! *smiles* ... ryan said he's ready to come back home. too cold there. plus they've started to bomb the subways. joy doesn't know how to friggin use a phone card! geebus! she hasnt called at all since she left! my family hears more from ryan and he's in korea! joy's such a loser. she better have gotten me something cool! or else im keeping the room.[/ 10:28pm ]
i told ivey and cristianne to just pay for the couple ticket now ... then, when they find the date, tell him to pay them back and charge even a little more (on the D-L) ... hey, you'll be helping everyone out! coz you'll have extra money to buy a more nicer, expensive dress! and the more you look good, the more everyone else benefits! yeah!
man today was fun! i wanna do it again!!!!!
today was a great day.
got cristianne and remy to skip 4th with me to chill in mr. baskwill's. he was cool with it till more people started showing up. that was fun finally getting a chance to hang out. talked about graduationg stuffs ... picture plans ... "themes" ... went on till after school. that was cool coz i got to skip practice and hang out with everyone again!!!!!!! that really made my day! man ...
then, i got home and read the headlines ... the guys defeated FD ... you know how great that is? ... ryan's name is even in the paper ... woohoo ...
[ 10:26pm ] just got off the phone with ryan. they lost today so they're officially out of the tournament. thats ok. theyre tired. it means more shopping time anyways! haha! stuff for me! *smiles* ... ryan said he's ready to come back home. too cold there. plus they've started to bomb the subways. joy doesn't know how to friggin use a phone card! geebus! she hasnt called at all since she left! my family hears more from ryan and he's in korea! joy's such a loser. she better have gotten me something cool! or else im keeping the room.[/ 10:28pm ]
i told ivey and cristianne to just pay for the couple ticket now ... then, when they find the date, tell him to pay them back and charge even a little more (on the D-L) ... hey, you'll be helping everyone out! coz you'll have extra money to buy a more nicer, expensive dress! and the more you look good, the more everyone else benefits! yeah!
man today was fun! i wanna do it again!!!!!
2.19.2003
man the days are going by fast and our school is quickly becomming a much colder place to me. i cant wait till graduation so i could leave all the bullshit of GHS behind. hmmm ... it took me 4 years to realize how much it sucks. dont listen to me. i just had a bad day at the office. our SBA meeting didnt get off too well ... and im afraid the repercussions arent even close to being over.
ok happier thoughts ...
its good hearing from you bisa! the coldness ... man, i cant even imagine! whats up with everyone being cold all over the world anyways? sounds like winter time or something? haha ... just kidding. fortunately for me, im moving to a tropical place ... Ft. Lauderdale, Palm Beach, Miami area. gimme a year to get used to the place ... then everyone's gonna make their way to my house and w'll have a Ft. Lauderdale spring break! is that a deal?
from what my dad's told me, and from what everyone says, its just like a super-sized version of Tumon and the only exception is that this place doesn't run out of power or running water. im really excited to move there guys. i know it sounds bad and all ... you all know very well that i hate the fact that im leaving you guys ... but to tell you the truth, i think im ready to move on with my life. Guam is great. really it is ... shit, this is the place where i found myself. ive spent all my teenage years here ... the ones that mattered, at least. i used to think i wanted to stay ... because this was always a 'safe' place to me ... and i mean that on more that one level, of course. i need to see the rest. thats all. i just need to experience more than whats safe. and maybe after all the fun and games are done, ill return home.
cheerleading is so much better when theres less people at practice. its just better dealing with the people i can stand, you know. uniforms should be in soon. funny considering everything is almost over.
iVEY iS A GROSS ONE BECAUSE SHE LiKES TO EAT GROSS MUSHED UP GUMMi WORMS THAT ARE GROSSS AND MUSHED UP! HAHA! OH, AND SHE ALSO LiKES VANiLLA COKE! GROSS GROSS iVEY! =Þ
movies. so lisa, how was that porn - oops, i mean, vin diesel movie *winkwink* ... haha ... just kidding ... i know you and vin ...! still havent seen that one. i dont really like vin diesel. hmmm ... i think im the only girl in the world. thats ok. oh yeah! i wanna see Cradle 2 the Grave too! (by the way, that title is friggin weird?!) we're having our senior class trips next week coz of terranova. we'r going to breakfast at shirley's then bowling, then the next day, we're going boonie stomping (im looking forward to that the most), then we're gonna have a beach bash on the last day. kev said we're gonna go hiking to some falls place or something ... sounds pretty already?! yay! wish you were here!!!!!!!!!!!! oh oh oh! we're getting your name on our senior shirts! *aaahhh!* YAYYAYHOO-RAY! coz you never left us! *see, im neat huh?* corny, marj. thats me.
50 cent ... again ... and again ... and again ... gimme 10 minutes without him ... please
mr. baskwill bought me lunch today. man i really wanted rice but i wasnt sure if they would have any at lunch. so he gets me taco bell and sure enough ... for the first time in like ever, they had rice. dammit.
the boys arent doing so well since ryan called last night. theyve already lost 3 in a row. i think they played two today(?) ... oh well ... theyre having fun shopping. im jealous. only coz its korea. ryans keeping track of his points because thats how many kisses im gonna owe him ... so far, its 24 ... haha ... here's today's roundup.
the junior class cant get themselves together. dammit ... we're all waiting on a date for prom coz we have guests coming in from off island who need to book their flights.
aaaaaRRRRRRggggghhhh.
i need my drug of choice ...
wonder what he's up to.
ok happier thoughts ...
its good hearing from you bisa! the coldness ... man, i cant even imagine! whats up with everyone being cold all over the world anyways? sounds like winter time or something? haha ... just kidding. fortunately for me, im moving to a tropical place ... Ft. Lauderdale, Palm Beach, Miami area. gimme a year to get used to the place ... then everyone's gonna make their way to my house and w'll have a Ft. Lauderdale spring break! is that a deal?
from what my dad's told me, and from what everyone says, its just like a super-sized version of Tumon and the only exception is that this place doesn't run out of power or running water. im really excited to move there guys. i know it sounds bad and all ... you all know very well that i hate the fact that im leaving you guys ... but to tell you the truth, i think im ready to move on with my life. Guam is great. really it is ... shit, this is the place where i found myself. ive spent all my teenage years here ... the ones that mattered, at least. i used to think i wanted to stay ... because this was always a 'safe' place to me ... and i mean that on more that one level, of course. i need to see the rest. thats all. i just need to experience more than whats safe. and maybe after all the fun and games are done, ill return home.
cheerleading is so much better when theres less people at practice. its just better dealing with the people i can stand, you know. uniforms should be in soon. funny considering everything is almost over.
iVEY iS A GROSS ONE BECAUSE SHE LiKES TO EAT GROSS MUSHED UP GUMMi WORMS THAT ARE GROSSS AND MUSHED UP! HAHA! OH, AND SHE ALSO LiKES VANiLLA COKE! GROSS GROSS iVEY! =Þ
movies. so lisa, how was that porn - oops, i mean, vin diesel movie *winkwink* ... haha ... just kidding ... i know you and vin ...! still havent seen that one. i dont really like vin diesel. hmmm ... i think im the only girl in the world. thats ok. oh yeah! i wanna see Cradle 2 the Grave too! (by the way, that title is friggin weird?!) we're having our senior class trips next week coz of terranova. we'r going to breakfast at shirley's then bowling, then the next day, we're going boonie stomping (im looking forward to that the most), then we're gonna have a beach bash on the last day. kev said we're gonna go hiking to some falls place or something ... sounds pretty already?! yay! wish you were here!!!!!!!!!!!! oh oh oh! we're getting your name on our senior shirts! *aaahhh!* YAYYAYHOO-RAY! coz you never left us! *see, im neat huh?* corny, marj. thats me.
50 cent ... again ... and again ... and again ... gimme 10 minutes without him ... please
mr. baskwill bought me lunch today. man i really wanted rice but i wasnt sure if they would have any at lunch. so he gets me taco bell and sure enough ... for the first time in like ever, they had rice. dammit.
the boys arent doing so well since ryan called last night. theyve already lost 3 in a row. i think they played two today(?) ... oh well ... theyre having fun shopping. im jealous. only coz its korea. ryans keeping track of his points because thats how many kisses im gonna owe him ... so far, its 24 ... haha ... here's today's roundup.
the junior class cant get themselves together. dammit ... we're all waiting on a date for prom coz we have guests coming in from off island who need to book their flights.
aaaaaRRRRRRggggghhhh.
i need my drug of choice ...
wonder what he's up to.
2.18.2003
ryan called last night. he says hi to everyone.
my babeh is sick. he said that its too cold there. they lost today to Edgren. Even FD lost. hmmm, maybe a guam team wont take it this year. they visited the DMZ the other day. Ryan said he stepped on the line where North Korea and South Korea meet. thats pretty cool. they get to shop at i-TAE-WON, bisa! thats the place you and your mom was telling us about while we went there last year. dammit, i wanted to go there too but we stayed in the Osan area. i miss him terribly.
read about how joy's team is doing in japan. we still havent heard from her. they lost ... but theyre at least breaking 20 a game. the freshies are prolly having the times of their lives!
school today was boring. aside from everyone being away for far east, half the school was out on a field trip. i went straight to every class, did my work (even though i had subs in two classes) coz ryan wasnt here. dude, i did my work ... and i was freakin into it! angelica told me i looked sad coz i was quiet. its different without them.
people kept telling me how the Boyz II Men concert was alright. james was talking to us about how groups that come here to perform are only headed down. i woulda gone ... if it wasnt raining ... if my mom didnt want to go more than i did ... if they were here like 6 years ago ... (?) i could leave an entire path of excuses for you to get lost in. get what im saying?
learned that i wasnt the only one getting a D in my Java Programming class. yay ...
oh and math class is waaaaaaaaayyy easier when david veltri teaches it!
i have practice tomorrow. boo.
we [me and jamie] never really cared for titles. (we were in it together! *evilgrin*) everyone knew anyways. i just think its pathetic when you have to rig something in order to win. even if its for your friends ... haha.
2.17.2003
i have nothing better to do.
the only cd's joy left in the house are her mixes or ryan's mixes. and theyre all punk & emo she hasnt listened to in a while. nothing against her music. its quite good actually. its just that some lyrics make me think too much about shit. and the guitar riffs can get too complicated for my head. then the screaming kicks in and by then, i've had enough of track 1 that i have to turn the cd player off and fall asleep to goddamn silence. then there's ryan's cd's. joy took the newer ones with her and the ones she's left me makes me sad that he's not here listening to them with me.
then there's my dresser. all my valentines are still on it. for some reason i dont eat that candy. i just keep it. is that so weird? i was going through an old box of valentines from last year and found a candy gram with a petrified brownie in it. i made sure to eat this year's brownie before it turns into a rock! i didnt know brownie-giving was so common on valentines though? haha ... im gonna give out brownies next year!
haha. cj's friend just stuck his head in the house and yelled "ECHO" really loud. whatta tard kid.
i think ive decided that only if i needed to go to the mall, i would go on weekdays. seriously. to avoid the people. this whole crowd thing is getting to me. damn, my problems.
we saw DareDevil last night. it was disappointingly cool (?) ... and i feel like spoiling it but i wont ... you all could go spend 7 bucks to get disappointed on your own. corny lines here and there ... reminded me of Spiderman ... i guess im not into the whole comic to movie screen thing ... for some reason the place was packed. i was getting dizzy just standing in line. maybe its the change in contacts? really though, i cant stand being around so many fucking people. sorry. my mood hasnt really changed since last time.
it was funny how my dad keeps bringing up Ryan. like when the ads were running before the movie started, he would be like "Hey Marj, isn't that the car Ryan has?" ... and I'd be like "Oh, no dad. Ryan drives an Altima, not a Maxima ... " haha ... my dad, he's a silly one. Me and CJ munched on two rolls of Shocktarts while we were waiting. We both lost our taste buds so later that night we ate some vegetables ... haha ... my brother is the greatest. The house seems a lot quieter without joyjoy. Even though me and CJ are the noisy kids, its just waaaaaay different. Scooter hasnt gotten up to play in a day and a half. It's sad seeing him stay up at night near the dorr expecting her to come home.
Today my babehs started their round robin games. I'm still waiting on a call from both of them to see how their trips were. Seems like theyre having fun huh? man i miss them! ryan's prolly freezing his ass off in 29 degrees Korea and joy and the rest of the freshman team are probably intimidated up their a-holes by 6'2" girls and the whole Far East atmosphere ... School's gonna be weird ... and i figured out why ... i wont have anyone to take care of. i kinda liked bumping into joy during passing time ... just to see what she was up to (or who was following her). i'd even check afterschool to make sure she gets on the right bus. and ryan basically has every single class with me (except chem, and even then we see each other). through both of them, i had my share of responsibilities and without them around, i'm just worry free for a week, i guess. its weird. but nevermind. yeah, i should stop worrying.
i need to get away. distract myself from missing my two babes. ive opened up a very very very personal blog. just for me. im not telling a soul. i doubt you'll find it. ill still be here. daily. for the hello's and what not. i miss you all.
the only cd's joy left in the house are her mixes or ryan's mixes. and theyre all punk & emo she hasnt listened to in a while. nothing against her music. its quite good actually. its just that some lyrics make me think too much about shit. and the guitar riffs can get too complicated for my head. then the screaming kicks in and by then, i've had enough of track 1 that i have to turn the cd player off and fall asleep to goddamn silence. then there's ryan's cd's. joy took the newer ones with her and the ones she's left me makes me sad that he's not here listening to them with me.
then there's my dresser. all my valentines are still on it. for some reason i dont eat that candy. i just keep it. is that so weird? i was going through an old box of valentines from last year and found a candy gram with a petrified brownie in it. i made sure to eat this year's brownie before it turns into a rock! i didnt know brownie-giving was so common on valentines though? haha ... im gonna give out brownies next year!
haha. cj's friend just stuck his head in the house and yelled "ECHO" really loud. whatta tard kid.
i think ive decided that only if i needed to go to the mall, i would go on weekdays. seriously. to avoid the people. this whole crowd thing is getting to me. damn, my problems.
we saw DareDevil last night. it was disappointingly cool (?) ... and i feel like spoiling it but i wont ... you all could go spend 7 bucks to get disappointed on your own. corny lines here and there ... reminded me of Spiderman ... i guess im not into the whole comic to movie screen thing ... for some reason the place was packed. i was getting dizzy just standing in line. maybe its the change in contacts? really though, i cant stand being around so many fucking people. sorry. my mood hasnt really changed since last time.
it was funny how my dad keeps bringing up Ryan. like when the ads were running before the movie started, he would be like "Hey Marj, isn't that the car Ryan has?" ... and I'd be like "Oh, no dad. Ryan drives an Altima, not a Maxima ... " haha ... my dad, he's a silly one. Me and CJ munched on two rolls of Shocktarts while we were waiting. We both lost our taste buds so later that night we ate some vegetables ... haha ... my brother is the greatest. The house seems a lot quieter without joyjoy. Even though me and CJ are the noisy kids, its just waaaaaay different. Scooter hasnt gotten up to play in a day and a half. It's sad seeing him stay up at night near the dorr expecting her to come home.
Today my babehs started their round robin games. I'm still waiting on a call from both of them to see how their trips were. Seems like theyre having fun huh? man i miss them! ryan's prolly freezing his ass off in 29 degrees Korea and joy and the rest of the freshman team are probably intimidated up their a-holes by 6'2" girls and the whole Far East atmosphere ... School's gonna be weird ... and i figured out why ... i wont have anyone to take care of. i kinda liked bumping into joy during passing time ... just to see what she was up to (or who was following her). i'd even check afterschool to make sure she gets on the right bus. and ryan basically has every single class with me (except chem, and even then we see each other). through both of them, i had my share of responsibilities and without them around, i'm just worry free for a week, i guess. its weird. but nevermind. yeah, i should stop worrying.
i need to get away. distract myself from missing my two babes. ive opened up a very very very personal blog. just for me. im not telling a soul. i doubt you'll find it. ill still be here. daily. for the hello's and what not. i miss you all.
2.16.2003
Oh please please please! stop playing fucking 50 cent!
woke up with a headache today. dont get on my case if you dont agree with my language. me and ryan didnt make it to the dance on time ... at 10:30, they were closing up. hmmm ... false advertising bites us in the ass again! 2nd dance in a row we didnt make it too ... oh well. he gave me some late birfday/valentines gifts ... (chocolate covered starwberries and uhmmm ... ) as if the huge ballon and candy grams weren't enough ... we managed to dance the night away anyhow.
then overnight, i was stumbling to my room and ran into joy's damn suitcase and scooter who was asleep on my bed. they both left me this morning (ryan and joy) for their far east basketball tournaments in Korea and Japan. I didn't want either of them to go coz news of bush's goddamn war ... and all the extra security measures everywhere, but dammit, they've both looking forward to playing off island and they both deserve it. a week without them doesn't seem too bad ... but for me, its gonna be a long one ... in the mean time, im gonna keep myself busy with revamping this site and the soon to be released MOB's site and retarded email surveys like this one:
01 . My name is = Marjorie
02 . I am only = human.
03 . I may seem = tall to you.
04 . But I'm really = just tall on GUAM.
05 . People who really know me think = i'm a weird.
06 . Sometimes I feel = hungry even when i just ate a 5 course meal.
07 . My days are = going by fast.
08 . Yesterday = was nice.
09 . In the morning I = brush my teeth.
10 . I like to sleep = my bed is comfy.
11 . If I could be doing anything right now I would be = eating.
12 . Money is = something i never have enough of!
13 . One thing I don't have that I wish I did is = more time.
14 . One thing I have that I wish I didn't is = my temper, at times.
15 . All you need is = marj!
16 . All I need is = you!
17 . If I had one wish it would be = to die knowing life was worth it.
18 . When I look in the mirror I see = imperfection.
19 . Love is = overrated to those who haven't felt it.
20 . My body = could be better?.
21 . If an angel flew into my window at night I would = smile.
22 . If a demon crashed into my window I would = cry.
23 . If I could see one person right now it would be = i cant decide.
24 . Something I want but I don't really need is = a better computer.
25 . Something I need but I don't really want is = vegetables.
26 . I live for = life and Spongebob Squarepants.
27 . I dare you all to = open your narrow minds.
28 . I am afraid of = monsters.
29 . It makes me angry when = people act ignorant.
30 . I dream = 75% in color, 25% in black and white.
31 . I daydream about = all the next times.
32 . One year ago, I = was a minor.
and this one is from googlism.com
marjorie is born
marjorie is one of mistaken identity
marjorie is an astute observer of people and behavior
marjorie is a gifted artist
marjorie is a woman who you would never bring home
marjorie is also a contributing reporter for the show
marjorie is a non executive director of nokia corporation
marjorie is part of london zoo’s history herself
marjorie is out enjoying her garden
marjorie is on her way back to the ocean
marjorie is one of our best tour guides
marjorie is sitting at her desk at home
marjorie is the voracious widow who doesn't give a
marjorie is a past president of the california writers club
marjorie is a profoundly loving and compassionate healer
marjorie is recovering from a mental crisis
marjorie is going to stay at your house until march 27
marjorie is a successful motivational speaker
marjorie is reluctant to tell her friend to leave
marjorie is a computer professional
marjorie is pleasant to be with
marjorie is not catholic
marjorie is a fearless driver
marjorie is a mess
marjorie is no stranger to difficult circumstances
marjorie is extremely well read
marjorie is the instigator of everything
marjorie is already a cartoon
marjorie is available for bookings in clubs
marjorie is restless
marjorie is now
ok. at least i thought it was funny.
i should be at the AutoJam right now but i'm afraid that my phobic tendencies will eat me alive as soon as i find myself in a crowd ... especially at the mall! ... i think thats gonna be a problem in my future ... crowds bug me ... and i feel trapped. sorta how it is at school as soon as the bell rings for the day. i get dizzy and ryan holds my hand. people are walking all around and in different goddamn directions. i want everyone to just stop then walk with a purpose. i also want people to stop talking but that wont happen anytime soon.
boo. i miss my joyjoy. i miss my ryan.
but anyways ... im gonna go play with CJ ... then work on the MOB page ... then work ... blah ...
woke up with a headache today. dont get on my case if you dont agree with my language. me and ryan didnt make it to the dance on time ... at 10:30, they were closing up. hmmm ... false advertising bites us in the ass again! 2nd dance in a row we didnt make it too ... oh well. he gave me some late birfday/valentines gifts ... (chocolate covered starwberries and uhmmm ... ) as if the huge ballon and candy grams weren't enough ... we managed to dance the night away anyhow.
then overnight, i was stumbling to my room and ran into joy's damn suitcase and scooter who was asleep on my bed. they both left me this morning (ryan and joy) for their far east basketball tournaments in Korea and Japan. I didn't want either of them to go coz news of bush's goddamn war ... and all the extra security measures everywhere, but dammit, they've both looking forward to playing off island and they both deserve it. a week without them doesn't seem too bad ... but for me, its gonna be a long one ... in the mean time, im gonna keep myself busy with revamping this site and the soon to be released MOB's site and retarded email surveys like this one:
01 . My name is = Marjorie
02 . I am only = human.
03 . I may seem = tall to you.
04 . But I'm really = just tall on GUAM.
05 . People who really know me think = i'm a weird.
06 . Sometimes I feel = hungry even when i just ate a 5 course meal.
07 . My days are = going by fast.
08 . Yesterday = was nice.
09 . In the morning I = brush my teeth.
10 . I like to sleep = my bed is comfy.
11 . If I could be doing anything right now I would be = eating.
12 . Money is = something i never have enough of!
13 . One thing I don't have that I wish I did is = more time.
14 . One thing I have that I wish I didn't is = my temper, at times.
15 . All you need is = marj!
16 . All I need is = you!
17 . If I had one wish it would be = to die knowing life was worth it.
18 . When I look in the mirror I see = imperfection.
19 . Love is = overrated to those who haven't felt it.
20 . My body = could be better?.
21 . If an angel flew into my window at night I would = smile.
22 . If a demon crashed into my window I would = cry.
23 . If I could see one person right now it would be = i cant decide.
24 . Something I want but I don't really need is = a better computer.
25 . Something I need but I don't really want is = vegetables.
26 . I live for = life and Spongebob Squarepants.
27 . I dare you all to = open your narrow minds.
28 . I am afraid of = monsters.
29 . It makes me angry when = people act ignorant.
30 . I dream = 75% in color, 25% in black and white.
31 . I daydream about = all the next times.
32 . One year ago, I = was a minor.
and this one is from googlism.com
marjorie is born
marjorie is one of mistaken identity
marjorie is an astute observer of people and behavior
marjorie is a gifted artist
marjorie is a woman who you would never bring home
marjorie is also a contributing reporter for the show
marjorie is a non executive director of nokia corporation
marjorie is part of london zoo’s history herself
marjorie is out enjoying her garden
marjorie is on her way back to the ocean
marjorie is one of our best tour guides
marjorie is sitting at her desk at home
marjorie is the voracious widow who doesn't give a
marjorie is a past president of the california writers club
marjorie is a profoundly loving and compassionate healer
marjorie is recovering from a mental crisis
marjorie is going to stay at your house until march 27
marjorie is a successful motivational speaker
marjorie is reluctant to tell her friend to leave
marjorie is a computer professional
marjorie is pleasant to be with
marjorie is not catholic
marjorie is a fearless driver
marjorie is a mess
marjorie is no stranger to difficult circumstances
marjorie is extremely well read
marjorie is the instigator of everything
marjorie is already a cartoon
marjorie is available for bookings in clubs
marjorie is restless
marjorie is now
ok. at least i thought it was funny.
i should be at the AutoJam right now but i'm afraid that my phobic tendencies will eat me alive as soon as i find myself in a crowd ... especially at the mall! ... i think thats gonna be a problem in my future ... crowds bug me ... and i feel trapped. sorta how it is at school as soon as the bell rings for the day. i get dizzy and ryan holds my hand. people are walking all around and in different goddamn directions. i want everyone to just stop then walk with a purpose. i also want people to stop talking but that wont happen anytime soon.
boo. i miss my joyjoy. i miss my ryan.
but anyways ... im gonna go play with CJ ... then work on the MOB page ... then work ... blah ...
2.14.2003
Let's see. In the last week I:
-had a nice dinner with ryan and my family
-turned 18.
-then immediately got a letter for jury duty. wtf?
-packed out.
-set up an awesome bulletin board with Kim & Jamie.
-kicked ass playing tennis with vernon & mark.
-nearly quit.
-found out that there's an outbreak of lice at school!
-watched my pirated copy of two towers everyday
-got sick and cried about it coz im a wimp.
-got valentinized by my good babe ryan. MUAH!
-missed you all!
HAPPY VALENTiNE's EVERYONE!
-had a nice dinner with ryan and my family
-turned 18.
-then immediately got a letter for jury duty. wtf?
-packed out.
-set up an awesome bulletin board with Kim & Jamie.
-kicked ass playing tennis with vernon & mark.
-nearly quit.
-found out that there's an outbreak of lice at school!
-watched my pirated copy of two towers everyday
-got sick and cried about it coz im a wimp.
-got valentinized by my good babe ryan. MUAH!
-missed you all!
2.05.2003
i went to the game yesterday. we lost but the first half went by pretty good. the FD crowd was obnoxious as ever. figures there wouldnt be any cheerleaders there. seems like none of them dont want to talk to me anymore. i had no idea there was practice today. seriously. thanks a lot guys. still thinking about whether or not i should leave the squad ...
skipped 4th period to hang out in AP Rocket Science. haven't been there in a while. talked with baskwill about how much better V8 tastes when mixed with stuff ... like ... hot sauce ... a stick of celery just to name a few ... kev dropped by to take pictures of our class. talked about senior stuffs and all the impossibilities ... karaoke anyone? cool how chris volunteered to let us use his land as our graduation spot.
"so chris, would there be enough space?"
"of course. don't you know how many calvo's there are? =)"
i think the beach is still it though(?) ... i have no idea what goes on with our class anymore.
speaking of that guy, we also planned how we're gonna spend friday/saturday ... i think he's really excited about going out. its legal clubbin time for this chick and all i wanna see is how the (good)boys act at the clubs. haha ... it wasn't my idea *innocent-smile*
spent the afternoon with mads. it was nice. she rode down with us to navy and we hung out with my mom all afternoon running errands. our talks were nice.
i hate when people pick on your friends ... even more, is that i hate when people pick on friends who didnt do anything wrong ... drama ... enough said.
man, im getting old and irritated. i need a hug or something.
by the way. i'll love you forever if you burn me that FALLiN song by that A-Lani-O-Ke-Kai(?) ok. i made that name up. i know i was probably way off but you know what im talking about. the island sounding-chick song?
Valentine's is coming up ... im already overhearing the anti-Valentine's conversations all over the place. its my favorite holiday of the year ... and it isn't just coz i have a boyfriend ... come to think of it, this will be my first non-single Valentines ever! haha ... but really, i think its just a great excuse to make someone smile ... you know with Valentine cards and stuff? who said we're too old for those anyways?! all i want is for you to love me!!! haha ... =)
i never took the chance to express any sadness towards the ill-fated accident. did you guys know that William McCool, the pilot, used to live on Guam and was married to a woman from Dededo, and he took a Guam flag into space? how amazing is that? and yet how tragic ...
Back Row: Rick D. Husband, Commander, Kalpana Chawla, Mission Specialist 2, William C. McCool, Pilot
Front Row: David M. Brown, Mission Specialist 1, Laurel Blair Salton Clark, Mission Specialist 4, Michael P. Anderson, Payload Commander, Ilan Raymon, Payload Specialist 1
but onto some happier thoughts
http:// joanne's new one (congrats on getting re-hosted!)
http:// prom issues (dont worry ives! i'll boycott prom if they dont change the date!)
http:// reminiscing
http:// this forward
http:// KUAM edumacate yourself
miss you all
skipped 4th period to hang out in AP Rocket Science. haven't been there in a while. talked with baskwill about how much better V8 tastes when mixed with stuff ... like ... hot sauce ... a stick of celery just to name a few ... kev dropped by to take pictures of our class. talked about senior stuffs and all the impossibilities ... karaoke anyone? cool how chris volunteered to let us use his land as our graduation spot.
"so chris, would there be enough space?"
"of course. don't you know how many calvo's there are? =)"
i think the beach is still it though(?) ... i have no idea what goes on with our class anymore.
speaking of that guy, we also planned how we're gonna spend friday/saturday ... i think he's really excited about going out. its legal clubbin time for this chick and all i wanna see is how the (good)boys act at the clubs. haha ... it wasn't my idea *innocent-smile*
spent the afternoon with mads. it was nice. she rode down with us to navy and we hung out with my mom all afternoon running errands. our talks were nice.
i hate when people pick on your friends ... even more, is that i hate when people pick on friends who didnt do anything wrong ... drama ... enough said.
man, im getting old and irritated. i need a hug or something.
by the way. i'll love you forever if you burn me that FALLiN song by that A-Lani-O-Ke-Kai(?) ok. i made that name up. i know i was probably way off but you know what im talking about. the island sounding-chick song?
Valentine's is coming up ... im already overhearing the anti-Valentine's conversations all over the place. its my favorite holiday of the year ... and it isn't just coz i have a boyfriend ... come to think of it, this will be my first non-single Valentines ever! haha ... but really, i think its just a great excuse to make someone smile ... you know with Valentine cards and stuff? who said we're too old for those anyways?! all i want is for you to love me!!! haha ... =)
i never took the chance to express any sadness towards the ill-fated accident. did you guys know that William McCool, the pilot, used to live on Guam and was married to a woman from Dededo, and he took a Guam flag into space? how amazing is that? and yet how tragic ...
Back Row: Rick D. Husband, Commander, Kalpana Chawla, Mission Specialist 2, William C. McCool, Pilot
Front Row: David M. Brown, Mission Specialist 1, Laurel Blair Salton Clark, Mission Specialist 4, Michael P. Anderson, Payload Commander, Ilan Raymon, Payload Specialist 1
but onto some happier thoughts
http:// joanne's new one (congrats on getting re-hosted!)
http:// prom issues (dont worry ives! i'll boycott prom if they dont change the date!)
http:// reminiscing
http:// this forward
http:// KUAM edumacate yourself
miss you all
2.02.2003
Randomized Ramblings - Confessions of a Lovestruck Loser (part II)
.. Hmmm,
.. Last Time I Started Off Like This,
.. I Began With One And Ended With You
.. Can You Believe How Happy We Are?
.. Life Couldn't Be More Beautiful
.. My Room Is Gone
.. We Had It For That Moment Though
.. That's One Strike Off The Checklist
.. Just So Little Time
.. How About
.. We Just Clear Our Minds
.. Baybeh, Let's Live In The Now.
.. I'm
.. With
.. You
.. Now How Good Does That Sound?
These Are My Happy Thoughts
http:// underglam
http:// norah jones
http:// cosmo
http:// such talented friends
http:// monkey face
http:// new squad uniforms (left)
http:// dippin' dots
I'm trying out this new layout but it doesn't want to work properly. The posts are showing up only one at a times so keep checking the archives coz you just might miss something.
.. Hmmm,
.. Last Time I Started Off Like This,
.. I Began With One And Ended With You
.. Can You Believe How Happy We Are?
.. Life Couldn't Be More Beautiful
.. My Room Is Gone
.. We Had It For That Moment Though
.. That's One Strike Off The Checklist
.. Just So Little Time
.. How About
.. We Just Clear Our Minds
.. Baybeh, Let's Live In The Now.
.. I'm
.. With
.. You
.. Now How Good Does That Sound?
These Are My Happy Thoughts
http:// underglam
http:// norah jones
http:// cosmo
http:// such talented friends
http:// monkey face
http:// new squad uniforms (left)
http:// dippin' dots
I'm trying out this new layout but it doesn't want to work properly. The posts are showing up only one at a times so keep checking the archives coz you just might miss something.
2.01.2003
Whoa ... last night was weird
I felt sick all day yesterday. To make things worse, I kept eating during lunch ... the pep rally was that afternoon and I was doing a flip into a half extension. We had to cancel the full extension beause things were complicated enough. The practice runs before the pep rally started weren't doing so good. me and erin have this habit of locking hands while I flip and it causes the whole stunt to look sloppy. I was really nervous coz i wasn't feeling so good but the real thing came and we did fine - at least all four of us were up at the same time ...
got a ride home with ryan. told my mom we were going out around 6 so we just chilled. i fell asleep coz for some reason, i was really tired. me and ryan left and by the end of the night, all i can remember was being really dizzy and really tired. i think part of it was that it was pitch black and my eyesight was like thrown off or something ... i remember coming into the door of my house and i couldnt walk straight. I have no idea what was wrong with me ... sorry baybeh, if i was scaring you ... i was scared too ...
we skipped the dance. first impressions do say a lot. i didn't want him to waste any money that could be used for something more worthwhile. maybe we're getting old, but that whole dance scene doesn't seem as appealing as it used to.
a lot of things happened this week ... really busy ... spirit week turnout wasn't as big as we wanted but those who did are super cool. i have a feeling that more people will turnout next time. got some food issues settled ... now vendors from popeye's, manchu wok, t. roman's pizza, and del taco add variety to our wonderful lunch sessions. it feels good to feel like we changed something at our school. now about the drinks ... i keep telling the clubs and classes about the oppurtunity ... free enterprise is what we promote and well, i think charging $1.00 for a can of soda is pretty ridiculous ... SENiOR CLASS, WHERE YOU AT?! ... very busy week for the MOB ... job well done if I say so myself!
its february ... its gonna be a great month and a sad one at the same time ... 1 week, I'm 18. Same week, we pack out. Valentine's day. Two weeks from now Joy and Ryan are leaving me for their far east basketball tourneys. Senior Week. hmmm ... sounds fun ...
been talking to my dad a lot. he misses us. says that florida is too cold for what we're used to ... great. he found a house and the bedroom with a bathroom is up for raffle between the three of us. he sent me pictures of the place. its near a golf course ... and that explains the housing development's name, Madison Green. The community isn't even open yet. he said he's going to the grand opening of it today. i'll get the pics up as soon as i could.
rem, lisa, its nice hearing from you guys again! you both don't know how much i miss you two! =)
Kind late but what the hell ... Friday Five
1. As a child, who was your favorite superhero/heroine? Why? i don't think i had one.
2. What was one thing you always wanted as a child but never got? those kid size barbie cars. dammit, i was robbed of a childhood! haha ...
3. What's the furthest from home you've been? uhm ... depends on which "home" ... ive just been all over, i guess(?)
4. What's one thing you've always wanted to learn but haven't yet? how to cook ... im getting there.
5. What are your plans for the weekend? went out with my baybeh last night ... went out with my mama today ... i plan on working tomorrow ... *sigh* no time to chill.
I felt sick all day yesterday. To make things worse, I kept eating during lunch ... the pep rally was that afternoon and I was doing a flip into a half extension. We had to cancel the full extension beause things were complicated enough. The practice runs before the pep rally started weren't doing so good. me and erin have this habit of locking hands while I flip and it causes the whole stunt to look sloppy. I was really nervous coz i wasn't feeling so good but the real thing came and we did fine - at least all four of us were up at the same time ...
got a ride home with ryan. told my mom we were going out around 6 so we just chilled. i fell asleep coz for some reason, i was really tired. me and ryan left and by the end of the night, all i can remember was being really dizzy and really tired. i think part of it was that it was pitch black and my eyesight was like thrown off or something ... i remember coming into the door of my house and i couldnt walk straight. I have no idea what was wrong with me ... sorry baybeh, if i was scaring you ... i was scared too ...
we skipped the dance. first impressions do say a lot. i didn't want him to waste any money that could be used for something more worthwhile. maybe we're getting old, but that whole dance scene doesn't seem as appealing as it used to.
a lot of things happened this week ... really busy ... spirit week turnout wasn't as big as we wanted but those who did are super cool. i have a feeling that more people will turnout next time. got some food issues settled ... now vendors from popeye's, manchu wok, t. roman's pizza, and del taco add variety to our wonderful lunch sessions. it feels good to feel like we changed something at our school. now about the drinks ... i keep telling the clubs and classes about the oppurtunity ... free enterprise is what we promote and well, i think charging $1.00 for a can of soda is pretty ridiculous ... SENiOR CLASS, WHERE YOU AT?! ... very busy week for the MOB ... job well done if I say so myself!
its february ... its gonna be a great month and a sad one at the same time ... 1 week, I'm 18. Same week, we pack out. Valentine's day. Two weeks from now Joy and Ryan are leaving me for their far east basketball tourneys. Senior Week. hmmm ... sounds fun ...
been talking to my dad a lot. he misses us. says that florida is too cold for what we're used to ... great. he found a house and the bedroom with a bathroom is up for raffle between the three of us. he sent me pictures of the place. its near a golf course ... and that explains the housing development's name, Madison Green. The community isn't even open yet. he said he's going to the grand opening of it today. i'll get the pics up as soon as i could.
rem, lisa, its nice hearing from you guys again! you both don't know how much i miss you two! =)
Kind late but what the hell ... Friday Five
1. As a child, who was your favorite superhero/heroine? Why? i don't think i had one.
2. What was one thing you always wanted as a child but never got? those kid size barbie cars. dammit, i was robbed of a childhood! haha ...
3. What's the furthest from home you've been? uhm ... depends on which "home" ... ive just been all over, i guess(?)
4. What's one thing you've always wanted to learn but haven't yet? how to cook ... im getting there.
5. What are your plans for the weekend? went out with my baybeh last night ... went out with my mama today ... i plan on working tomorrow ... *sigh* no time to chill.