wow bisa, reading your blog really made me miss you!!!!!! man, i really wish you were here right now coz its been a stressful week and i know if you were here, you'd be the one to slap me in the face and calm me down ... crap ... i cant even begin to explain all the burdens on my shoulders right now. i feel like frodo ... haha ... just kidding. (wow ... i cant believe how dorky i just sounded) haha ... by the way, ive grown into a super huge Lord of the Rings freak/dork in the last few weeks. i finished the last book and i know whats gonna happen! dont bother asking me about it coz ill just make you read ...

practice wasnt that fun today ... actually i dont think its ever gonna be as fun as it used to ... hmmm ... should i quit? should i not?

all this reminiscing has got me thinking about people ... graciella came back this week and visited us at school. brian's coming back this weekend. i totally missed my cousin's 18th birthday ... i feel really bad but i think she's mad at me for not keeping in touch ... sorry elle =( !!! ive pretty much lost touch with my best friend from 1st grade ... i talk to her mom more often than her ... i feel like a crap friend. dammit char stop working!

oh hey and miss anna! you moved around a couple times and lost track ... yeah we should go there to get away from the typhoons huh? fortunately for me, ill be in Florida in june ... eastside? (boo) ... take kare chick!

gonna go see a hottie play basketball tomorrow ... watch me drive ...

ps. Forte sings this song rite? (Don't Cry Out Loud)
Baby cried the day the circus came to town
'Cause she didn't like parades just passing by her
So she painted on a smile and took up with some clown,
While she danced without a net upon the wire

I know a lot about her
Cause you see,
Baby is an awful lot like me.

We don't cry out loud,
Just keep it inside
And learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall
Remember you almost had it all.

woke up today tire like i dont know what ... its not like i lost any sleep or anything ... i just felt extra tired ...

we got called in during first period. i thought i was in trouble. we only had a meeting with ms. rubio and discussed a plan of action as to how to go about with this protesting business. the meeting totally caught me off guard ... but hey, i got to miss japanese at least. anyways, we're having a luncheon at the new food court next week ... oh the perks of being an officer ... hah ... tended to that business for the entire period and was forced to go to 2nd ... from then on i felt like doing my work so i did and found out that i'm waaaaaaayy beyond behind in VB ... and i add to my own demise by procrastinating some more. i got an incomplete for my semester credit and am in the process of getting that fixed ... shit i need to graduate with that credit and those were the transcripts that were sent to my colleges ... *sigh* ... was into the math work even though i found the "review" to be way more confusing that it needed to be. we tried to skip 4th period today but the bus drivers have the parking lot surrounded now ... haha ... dammit ... ruined my plans ... whoa whoa whoa ... i did my lab in chem today ... even mr. mesa was surprised i didn't leave class for my usual 45 minute rendezvous ... maybe it was coz sean transferred into our period ... theres something inspiring about seeing a peer work in the midst of "free-time" ... me him and kira now make a force to be reckon with in that class ... haha ... not really, we're just the only ones doing the work and getting the answers right. i dont know why i spent the entire period doing my work or why i worked so hard on an asssignment that he wasn't collecting for another week ... but in the end i realized that i was starting to understand and that it did keep me busy and make me feel better about recieving a credit that i probably didnt deserve because of the half-assed effort ... so to sum it up, i guess it was ok ...

i want to skip tomorrow but we're having a meeting ... blah blah blah ... and today is our copy day in journalism the easiest day of the month coz we get to sit in the teacher's lounge and wait for run-offs of our issues to finish ... then we get to leave class early to distribute. journalism is my favorite ...

skipped practice today to waste time at home. accomplished that ...

next week's gonna be busy ... laterbaters

haven't been feeling like myself lately. i just wanna lie in bed for what will probably be the last few times i get to before the lady comes to pick up my entire room. i begged my mom to not sell my bedroom set coz its been with me longer than my brother and sister have ... theres sentimental value in things like that yannoe? figured that it cant just be the furniture thats getting me down ... maybe its just aunt flo on her way for a visit ... she always finds a way to mess with the horomones.

today was pretty hectic. it was even my "easy" day. lately its just been my SBA-stress day. the woman will steal me from my seminar and we'll try to hold a decent meeting but after she leaves the room theres an akward silence and i break it with "Help us move forward?! If anything that woman holds us back!" ... understand, i want to run a good council ... make this year different ... make my office stand out ... its just really difficult with the principal as an advisor. being ms. sablan's aide is wonderful except for the fact that the subject almost always turns to SBA and an issue over conficting interest ... one thing leads to another and soon the voices are raised and i sit back in silence because my head hurts.

i didnt eat today because the lunch wasnt good. oh God dont get me started on that.

someone jacked my jacket! fuckers ... yeah it was my fault for leaving it but the office was right there to turn it in ... g r e a t ...

in better news, i talked to my dad. i never really got the chance to talk to him since he left for Florida. he sounded really sick and said that he was already stressed from the new job. he also said that he still hasnt found a new house. they're all ugly and expensive. he said he's sick because he hasnt been getting much sleep coz he cant stop thinking about how ugly the houses are and how such ugly houses could be expensive. haha ... man, i so dont want to leave.

kevin turned 18 today! i think he was the first of our group. everyone's growing up so fast ...

hey lisa! haven't talked to you in a while ... dude, i just realized that i'd kill to be on your school's squad! i knew that name sounded familiar ... Silverado ... you guys have a champion squad ... man ... im jealous ... miss you chick!

*sigh* ... math homework ... goodnight all

I finally got around to changing things a bit. I cleaned up the page a little. I got tired of having to scroll sideways ... unfortunately, i'm one of those who still has the 800 by 600 screen resolution. nothing to bable about today ... im sure everyone's tired of pointless email
surveys so i'm putting it here instead ... hey, think of it as a re-introduction since ive been gone for a while!

101 things about me

*The YOU side*
01. Time you started:  8:02pm
02. Full Name:
03. Nicknames: Marj, Marjo, Marjo-Jojo
04. Height: the doctor said i was 5'4" ... but last year he said i was 5'5"?
05. Weight: 95 lbs.
they forgot #6 and #7
08. Sex: female
09. Birthday: Februay 8th
10. Zodiac sign: Aquarius
11. Location: Guam
12. Birth Place: San Marcelino, Philippines
13. Hair Color: black. just black
14. Eye Color: dark brown ... most of the time
15. Siblings: little sister, little brother

*The CRUSH Side*
16. Are you in love? yes
17. Are you more interested in guys or girls ? guys
18. What's your biggest turn on about the opposite sex? humor, smile
19. Do u have a crush ? yeah
20. Do u have a Girlfriend/Boyfriend? yeah

*The PAST Side*
21. What age would you go back to?: 17 forever
22. Memory you miss most: stupid question
23. Memory you would like to forget: another stupid one
24. What'd you do today: eat, work, homework, drop-off/pick-up joy, tv, computer, phone, sleep
25. Last person you talked to on the phone: ryan
26. Last thing you said: look! its the jergen-micester!

*The FAVORITE Side*
27. Food: chicken because. im a carnivore.
28. Drink: pepsi & orange soda
29. Alcoholic beverage: hmmm ...
what happened to #30?
31. CD: alla my mixes from other people
32. Thing to eat for lunch: lunch food?
33. Day of the week: friday, saturday, & sunday
34. Month: february
35 Number: 17
36. Holiday: February 8
37. Cookie: macadamia nut
good thing #38 is here
39. Ice Cream topping: dont like ice cream too much
40. Candy or mint: candy
41. Favorite channel: 27 - Nick, 51 - Disney, 30 - MTV, 14 - ABC, 8 - CBS, 57 - STC
42. Movie: lotsa dumbass one ...

*The PEOPLE YOU KNOW Side*
44. Best Girl friend: sillypeople
45. Best Guy friend: the guys
#46-Who is the retard that made this?
47 Hottest in a jersey: ryan
48 Silliest friend: bisa
49. Best at keeping secrets: rembow & shaya
50. Smartest: ivey & kevin & jenna
51. Most likely to be a stripper: dan the man
52. Sweetest: genene
53. Weirdest: mench
54. Funniest: all of them
55. Most annoying: mads, haha ... but i love her!

*The BELIEVE OR NOT Side*
56. Aliens: sometimes
57. Angels: yeah
58. Heaven and Hell: yes
59. God: yes
60. Yourself: most of the time

*The HAVE YOU EVER Side*
61. Been on a plane: yes
62. Cried in public: without thinking twice about it
63. Climbed a tree: a long time ago?
64. Ate A Worm: eww
65: Gone bungee jumping: wish i did in vegas
66: Met a celebrity: nope
67. Met the president: of our class?!
68. Been scared to get shot: all the time
69. Watched New Years Eve celebration in all different time zones:nope
70. Shopped at Abercrombie &Fitch: nope

*What do you think about when you hear...*
71. Carson Daly: die
72: Bill Clinton: i dont care
73. Lollipops: kinky
74. Dreams: weird
75. Love: call me crazy
76. Whipped Cream: more kinky
77. South Park: mmmmkay?
78. Britney Spears: want her stomach and boobs ... haha ...
79. Christina Aguileria: sings better than britney
80. Guys: mmmmm
81. Girls: bitches

*The WHICH WOULD YOU RATHER side*
82. 2-door/4-door car?: 4 door so i dont have to wait for someone to get in anymore ...
no #83
84. Blue/Purple: blue
85. Chocolate/Vanilla: neither
86. Pen/Pencil: pen

*The QUESTIONS THAT DON'T MATTER Side*
87. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? no
88. If so, what is their name? --
89. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? carnation pink ... although i dont think they make that anymore?
90. How many buddies do you have on your buddy list? more than i need
91. Do you like this survey? sure?
92: time u finish: 8:20pm

ok, trust me, i didn't make this 101 question-survey up ... i just filled it out like the last person who sent this to me ... im getting tired. gotta go read my book now... goodnight everyone.

computer's back and running at home.

now more than ever, i know i'm in love.

wish i could share it with the world.

watch the Mesmerized video ... Ja Rule & Ashanti make me so damn jealous.

girls night out was fun.

(missed you bisa!)

someone remind me next time i plan a girls night to get my own ass there on time! =)

by the way, how bout a scary one? (coz even the previews get me)

the countdown to my packout begins

guess who turns legal in less than a month ...

from them on, everything's called "STATUTORY" ... damn law

half a year to go ...

HPU's schonolarship,buddies! (who's gonna turn away free money?!)

did i forget to mention it was FULL TUiTiON?!!!!!!!

order you cap & gowns this week

mr. baskwill for teacher of the year! haha


Lakers Dynasty(104) vs the Ming Dynasty(108)

it was a good one

i miss you all.

text me, sexy!

computer's down at home.

school's ok ... but im doing the apps thing right now.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

miss you all.