man im really sad ... mad ... *sigh* ...
first ... SHEiLA! HOPE THE BRACES SURGERY iNSTALLATiON(?) THiNGiE WENT WELL TODAY! GET BETTER SOON SO WE COULD GO EAT!
SBA is gonna be wack ... rubio is running the show ... she has too much control ... sorta makes me feel like there's not much point in having a council ... i wanna change that ... can you believe i had to push for a spirit week?! she wants us to focus on SIP shit ... wtf? isnt that her own job? we're gonna have to change all of that ... marj and kyle are running the show now ... by the way ... thanks for the support and votes everyone!
we had so many plans ... it was supposed to be our week ... sorta disappointed that coach and everyone else had our hopes up ... ryan was supposed to go with us to far east. geeze ... right after he finally got both his parents to agree ... and here i was thinking it was all coz of me ... we were gonna be good! and no one was gonna be a grandma ... but the coldness and the snow ... woulda felt nice having him there to be my sweater ... now who's arms am i gonna fall asleep in? ... who else would let me get away with drooling? he even bought a new beanie dammit! the team loves it when he says to just have fun in the midst of our coach getting in our faces about letting a ball drop. just wont be as fun. im trying to think optimistically ... that means a new spot will be open to another player ... hopefully gee! but man ... how perfect would that have been? a week to get away from everything ... where its cold (perfect weather for hugging) ... playing volleyball (only the most awesome sport in the world) ... with our friends ... plus its a fucking free round trip to japan! damn ... the pictures ... the sneaking around ... the times in between where we'll just be too tired to stand ... its no one's fault ... just wish we knew it from the start ... theres still over a month till we go to misawa ... maybe something will change ... hopefully something will change ... *crossing my fingers* ...
9.29.2002
three day weekend and i meant to get some homework done ..
the sleepover at lauren's was alright. had our little girl talks ... learned lots about the other people on the team ... shella and jenna couldnt make it (boo) but it was still ok ... just not as cool ... =) we watched some movies ... played N64 ... practiced that starburst trick ... menchie was doing it like it was nothing ... haha ... shuddup ... then all the "old" people fell asleep ... the swing girls wanted to stay up coz they thought we planned to mess with them ... so i stayed up with maryanne, joy, and steph ... at like 4 in the morning, i couldnt take it anymore and i fell alseep ... in the morning, they said they had stayed awake and video taped everyone ... the three of them was up for the sunrise ... the view from lauren's awesome officer's housing house was so beautiful! she's on this big hill at the top of the golf course that over looks some cliffs and then finally the ocean ... the three of them got up at like 4:30 in the morning and taped themselves walking down the hill and walking around on the golf course ... the video is funny ... mmmm ... i ate five slices of hawaiian special pizza! im full.
later, ryan and marc came by to pick us up for the game ... it was still sorta early so we just chilled at the house ... joy was knocked out from staying up the night before ... ryan was messing with her ... he always does when it comes to her sleep ... haha ... scooter was getting mad coz he's overprotective of her like that ... sat around on the couch ... yep, that was comfortable ...
the game was close ... all we wanted was to beat academy ... that would make my entire season ... to be the only team to beat the undeafeted cougars. we won the first set and blew it in the second ... morale went down with everyone fighting with each other ... in the end though it was getting better ... our bitch coach didnt make it to the game coz she was sick ... mesa had to fill in ... shit, he fucking yelled at ryan ... wanted to get up and do something coz it pissed me off too ... pissed the whole team off actually ... who else is gonna coach?! but anyways ... we were all talking at the sleep over about how everyone was glad he was coming to Far East with us ... and i am too =)
i hate that car. we had to get it jump started coz its so fucking dumb. i hate it. we're supposed to go get a new battery for it later ... stupid car ...
im still scared out of my ass for mench right now. some drama with her and her mom last night ... ive never seen her act so un-menchie-like ... but yeah like i said, we're all here for her if she needs anyone to talk to. made sure she got home safe and left her with ron ... it was nice of him to call later that night to tell me she feels better and thanks for being there ... anytime mench ... we're all here ...
ok so yeah ... i really need to get started on this project for government ... grrr ...
oh yeah! just wanted to say hi to everyone! the tag board is up again! woohoo! be like the cool kids and sign too!
the sleepover at lauren's was alright. had our little girl talks ... learned lots about the other people on the team ... shella and jenna couldnt make it (boo) but it was still ok ... just not as cool ... =) we watched some movies ... played N64 ... practiced that starburst trick ... menchie was doing it like it was nothing ... haha ... shuddup ... then all the "old" people fell asleep ... the swing girls wanted to stay up coz they thought we planned to mess with them ... so i stayed up with maryanne, joy, and steph ... at like 4 in the morning, i couldnt take it anymore and i fell alseep ... in the morning, they said they had stayed awake and video taped everyone ... the three of them was up for the sunrise ... the view from lauren's awesome officer's housing house was so beautiful! she's on this big hill at the top of the golf course that over looks some cliffs and then finally the ocean ... the three of them got up at like 4:30 in the morning and taped themselves walking down the hill and walking around on the golf course ... the video is funny ... mmmm ... i ate five slices of hawaiian special pizza! im full.
later, ryan and marc came by to pick us up for the game ... it was still sorta early so we just chilled at the house ... joy was knocked out from staying up the night before ... ryan was messing with her ... he always does when it comes to her sleep ... haha ... scooter was getting mad coz he's overprotective of her like that ... sat around on the couch ... yep, that was comfortable ...
the game was close ... all we wanted was to beat academy ... that would make my entire season ... to be the only team to beat the undeafeted cougars. we won the first set and blew it in the second ... morale went down with everyone fighting with each other ... in the end though it was getting better ... our bitch coach didnt make it to the game coz she was sick ... mesa had to fill in ... shit, he fucking yelled at ryan ... wanted to get up and do something coz it pissed me off too ... pissed the whole team off actually ... who else is gonna coach?! but anyways ... we were all talking at the sleep over about how everyone was glad he was coming to Far East with us ... and i am too =)
i hate that car. we had to get it jump started coz its so fucking dumb. i hate it. we're supposed to go get a new battery for it later ... stupid car ...
im still scared out of my ass for mench right now. some drama with her and her mom last night ... ive never seen her act so un-menchie-like ... but yeah like i said, we're all here for her if she needs anyone to talk to. made sure she got home safe and left her with ron ... it was nice of him to call later that night to tell me she feels better and thanks for being there ... anytime mench ... we're all here ...
ok so yeah ... i really need to get started on this project for government ... grrr ...
oh yeah! just wanted to say hi to everyone! the tag board is up again! woohoo! be like the cool kids and sign too!
9.27.2002
feels like a saturday ...
JA is cool ... me and shay went to our meeting at the Bank of Guam the other night ... walked in late ... everyone turned to look at the geek with the pippy-long-stockings hair ... great ... then they separated us into groups and out of all the people in the room, i sat next to another MARJORiE! haha ... she introduced herself right before it was my turn and i started to freak out coz there usually arent people as cool as that! haha ... just kidding ... but she was cool ... this academy chick named MARJORiE ... then there was this one dude who looked like Dante Basco (off of The Debut) with the eyebrows and everything ... got to meet lotsa cool people .. this one chick was irritating me though coz she thinks she's tough ... ok? ... our directors are cool ... one guy is gay ... and the other guy is fucking fine ... haha ... or so sheila says ... JOAQUiN COOK ... thats her soul mate ... and im gonna be a nina! ... shit, it was meant to be from the minute shay walked in (JOA-QUiN, get it?) ... haha ... and he even stopped to talk with her for a while after the meeting ended ... he said we should go next time coz we're voting for company officers ... dont know if ill make it yet ... i know shay will ... heehee ... but speaking of elections ...
dude, that one caught me off guard ... was for sure that FRiCK had it ... i was the one who had to do the ballot counting coz im baskwill's aide ... tried to pull the strings but votes are votes ... im really sorry guys ... but hey, that shouldnt stop us from making the best of the year k? i thought id have seminar to come up with some last minute half-assed speech but i didnt even have that ... as soon as seminar started, we were whisked away to get on with it ... i winged all of four of them ... probably looked like an idiot ... but oh well ... it was fun ... the funnest was in front of the juniors and freshmen though ... the seniors was the hardest to stand in front of ... surprisingly ... i dont know, something about having our class in the hot gym and everyone looking uninterested, maybe? ... i swear i could count all the seniors on my fingers and toes ... didnt realize there was so little of us ... kyle had the best speech(es) ever! i feel so lucky to have him as a partner in this whole thing ... he's probably gonna be the one to make the whole ms. rubio-advising thing so much more bearable ... BECAUSE TOGETHER, WE WiLL CHANGE THE WORLD! ...
our volleyball team has been bonding a lot lately ... in our alliances against the evil coach ... in our agreement as to who should be our 10th far east player ... in everything thats happened this past week ... shit im feeling the connection! haha ... oh yeah and also in the support everyone gave joy when that cheerleader was trying to get in her face ... ooooo ... im telling you ... as soon as you mess with my sister ... thats it ... volleyball player vs the cheerleaders ... haha ...
had no school today but still woke up early ... marj is a tard ... worked a long six hour day ... i feel better now. gonna get ready for laurens sleepover ... the volleyball team is gonna go crazy tonight ... too bad theres no trampoline this year ... and we have a game tomorrow ... just picturing how sweet its gonna be when we say that we kicked academy's ass and we didnt even get any sleep the night before ... *smiles* ...
JA is cool ... me and shay went to our meeting at the Bank of Guam the other night ... walked in late ... everyone turned to look at the geek with the pippy-long-stockings hair ... great ... then they separated us into groups and out of all the people in the room, i sat next to another MARJORiE! haha ... she introduced herself right before it was my turn and i started to freak out coz there usually arent people as cool as that! haha ... just kidding ... but she was cool ... this academy chick named MARJORiE ... then there was this one dude who looked like Dante Basco (off of The Debut) with the eyebrows and everything ... got to meet lotsa cool people .. this one chick was irritating me though coz she thinks she's tough ... ok? ... our directors are cool ... one guy is gay ... and the other guy is fucking fine ... haha ... or so sheila says ... JOAQUiN COOK ... thats her soul mate ... and im gonna be a nina! ... shit, it was meant to be from the minute shay walked in (JOA-QUiN, get it?) ... haha ... and he even stopped to talk with her for a while after the meeting ended ... he said we should go next time coz we're voting for company officers ... dont know if ill make it yet ... i know shay will ... heehee ... but speaking of elections ...
dude, that one caught me off guard ... was for sure that FRiCK had it ... i was the one who had to do the ballot counting coz im baskwill's aide ... tried to pull the strings but votes are votes ... im really sorry guys ... but hey, that shouldnt stop us from making the best of the year k? i thought id have seminar to come up with some last minute half-assed speech but i didnt even have that ... as soon as seminar started, we were whisked away to get on with it ... i winged all of four of them ... probably looked like an idiot ... but oh well ... it was fun ... the funnest was in front of the juniors and freshmen though ... the seniors was the hardest to stand in front of ... surprisingly ... i dont know, something about having our class in the hot gym and everyone looking uninterested, maybe? ... i swear i could count all the seniors on my fingers and toes ... didnt realize there was so little of us ... kyle had the best speech(es) ever! i feel so lucky to have him as a partner in this whole thing ... he's probably gonna be the one to make the whole ms. rubio-advising thing so much more bearable ... BECAUSE TOGETHER, WE WiLL CHANGE THE WORLD! ...
our volleyball team has been bonding a lot lately ... in our alliances against the evil coach ... in our agreement as to who should be our 10th far east player ... in everything thats happened this past week ... shit im feeling the connection! haha ... oh yeah and also in the support everyone gave joy when that cheerleader was trying to get in her face ... ooooo ... im telling you ... as soon as you mess with my sister ... thats it ... volleyball player vs the cheerleaders ... haha ...
had no school today but still woke up early ... marj is a tard ... worked a long six hour day ... i feel better now. gonna get ready for laurens sleepover ... the volleyball team is gonna go crazy tonight ... too bad theres no trampoline this year ... and we have a game tomorrow ... just picturing how sweet its gonna be when we say that we kicked academy's ass and we didnt even get any sleep the night before ... *smiles* ...
9.22.2002
yesterday was so fun ...
woke up around 11 and skipped work. it felt good to finally have a day for sleeping in. didnt do much at home but did some much needed room cleaning. helped mom cook for auntie alma's party and took a shower to get ready for the game. while i was waiting around, i got online and started writing this long ass email to the sillies ... a guilt trip baskwill's got me on ... then lisa calls! man i was so happy i almost cried like a tard on the phone. we were just catching up ... turns out she knew more than i realized and it was funny how she finished the stories i had to tell her. ryan ivey and marc came by to pick me up ... they chilled for a while and talked to lisa while i got ready. cj called ivey madeline again and marc gots him brainwashed into thinking his name is pogi. haha ... we said bye to my mom and she said she'd meet us at sanchez later. so JV starts and we're just wathing ... ms. LG was there ... tried to avoid her ... sanchez cheerleaders were there and took two of our cheers from last year ... thought it was funny ...
the varsity game was so fun. the first set was friggin exciting! shit man ... i was so nervous ... it was so close! we won and everyone was going crazy ... shit ... so we switched sides and heard shaya screaming my name! haha ... i went in and messed up during a pass and looked at shay and started to laugh ... haha ... it was fun though ... they beat us in the next two sets but it was all good ... a close ass game ... we had fun and everything was cool ... i looked over in the crowd and cj was chilling with the boys ... that was cool ... met up with shay and cristianne came! i was so happy she made it to one! that was cool ... after we went out to have fun ... supposed to go bowling but it was already late and shay wanted to do something new. ate a taco bell and went to gameworks to watch a fight.
hella DOD people there ... mostly the gangstas though ... haha ... uhm, yeah. the group ended up cool coz jenna brought jennifer and annie ... those two chicks are crazy. they kept talking to the tourists and saying funny stuffs ... at underwater world, there was this big aquarium thingie and some tourists were trying to look at the fish ... this one jap dude was standing next to jennifer and was like, "that fish is mine." and jennifer was all, "nuh-uh, its my fish. his name is mo" ... she was getting all mad ... got it on tape ... saw two fishes doing it ... then jennifer started to hump the aquarium ... got that on tape ... walked around outside coz some people were supposed to fight ... those guys never turned up ... we walked around and went to the globe ... alonzo kept trying to get in ... the bouncers were pretty cool ... im surprised they didnt try to kick our asses ... annie said that we were from Africa with the Peace Corps. all of our races ... haha ... walked across the street to an adult shop ... sheila and jenna were having a penis sword fight ... haha ... the guy told us to shut off the video camera so we missed the funny stuff ... damn ... alonzo started to act retarded (literally) and jennifer just followed him holding his ass cheeks ... we almost got kicked out of some tourist store ... that was funny ... we went to DFS after that and there was this temporary tatoo place .. jenna jennifer and annie got the playboy bunny on their leg ... joy got this bug thingies ... ivey got this star thing that she should have put around her belly button ... and me and ryan got matching ones ... yep ... they're sexy! haha ... jenna stood on this thing where two manequins were ... she blending in with them coz they were all shite ... it was funny coz some tourists passing by didnt even notice her and she'd just tap them as they passed by ... that was so fun ... hahah ... after the tatoos, we all had to split ... man, we decided that we need to take more white people and gay people out with us coz its just that much more fun ... the video camera definitely needs to come with us more often too ... crap that was fun ...
woke up around 11 and skipped work. it felt good to finally have a day for sleeping in. didnt do much at home but did some much needed room cleaning. helped mom cook for auntie alma's party and took a shower to get ready for the game. while i was waiting around, i got online and started writing this long ass email to the sillies ... a guilt trip baskwill's got me on ... then lisa calls! man i was so happy i almost cried like a tard on the phone. we were just catching up ... turns out she knew more than i realized and it was funny how she finished the stories i had to tell her. ryan ivey and marc came by to pick me up ... they chilled for a while and talked to lisa while i got ready. cj called ivey madeline again and marc gots him brainwashed into thinking his name is pogi. haha ... we said bye to my mom and she said she'd meet us at sanchez later. so JV starts and we're just wathing ... ms. LG was there ... tried to avoid her ... sanchez cheerleaders were there and took two of our cheers from last year ... thought it was funny ...
the varsity game was so fun. the first set was friggin exciting! shit man ... i was so nervous ... it was so close! we won and everyone was going crazy ... shit ... so we switched sides and heard shaya screaming my name! haha ... i went in and messed up during a pass and looked at shay and started to laugh ... haha ... it was fun though ... they beat us in the next two sets but it was all good ... a close ass game ... we had fun and everything was cool ... i looked over in the crowd and cj was chilling with the boys ... that was cool ... met up with shay and cristianne came! i was so happy she made it to one! that was cool ... after we went out to have fun ... supposed to go bowling but it was already late and shay wanted to do something new. ate a taco bell and went to gameworks to watch a fight.
hella DOD people there ... mostly the gangstas though ... haha ... uhm, yeah. the group ended up cool coz jenna brought jennifer and annie ... those two chicks are crazy. they kept talking to the tourists and saying funny stuffs ... at underwater world, there was this big aquarium thingie and some tourists were trying to look at the fish ... this one jap dude was standing next to jennifer and was like, "that fish is mine." and jennifer was all, "nuh-uh, its my fish. his name is mo" ... she was getting all mad ... got it on tape ... saw two fishes doing it ... then jennifer started to hump the aquarium ... got that on tape ... walked around outside coz some people were supposed to fight ... those guys never turned up ... we walked around and went to the globe ... alonzo kept trying to get in ... the bouncers were pretty cool ... im surprised they didnt try to kick our asses ... annie said that we were from Africa with the Peace Corps. all of our races ... haha ... walked across the street to an adult shop ... sheila and jenna were having a penis sword fight ... haha ... the guy told us to shut off the video camera so we missed the funny stuff ... damn ... alonzo started to act retarded (literally) and jennifer just followed him holding his ass cheeks ... we almost got kicked out of some tourist store ... that was funny ... we went to DFS after that and there was this temporary tatoo place .. jenna jennifer and annie got the playboy bunny on their leg ... joy got this bug thingies ... ivey got this star thing that she should have put around her belly button ... and me and ryan got matching ones ... yep ... they're sexy! haha ... jenna stood on this thing where two manequins were ... she blending in with them coz they were all shite ... it was funny coz some tourists passing by didnt even notice her and she'd just tap them as they passed by ... that was so fun ... hahah ... after the tatoos, we all had to split ... man, we decided that we need to take more white people and gay people out with us coz its just that much more fun ... the video camera definitely needs to come with us more often too ... crap that was fun ...
9.21.2002
its been a long week.
im feeling down ... i need to talk to my girls.
highlights so far? varsity team for the squad was announced ... so proud of my girls ... of course there was never any doubt. casey is captain! yay! im upset danielle didnt get co. what the fuck kinda squad is led by newbies?! madeline told me something ... its not my news to tell though ... but im so happy for her, i could dance! we lost our game against JFK. jeebus shay! where were you?! showdown between the fans ... that was funny ... wannabe cheerleaders vs sexy ass breakers! haha ... YOU WISH YOU WERE A PANTHER? HELLFUCKiNGYEAH! woulda whipped out the skills with casey and mads cept coach was gonna have a heart attack or something if anything else distracted her from "doing her job" ... felt bad coz she made me play for lauren (libero) ... she was doing good too ... damn coach. damn JFK ceiling. damn hotness. practice today was cool till the end. what basically happened was that we got chewed out because some people on our team werent at practice. oooo ... i was so ready to blow up on that ... fuck ... *thanks jenna* ... now more than ever i feel like cici isnt on my side ... hmmm ... another thing thats on my mind ... got a fucking 49 on a math quiz this week ... thats the only reason why i have one low ass C in that class ... the weather's been shitty ... fucking tropical depressionsthe area ... better leave by monday ... but anyways ... thinking optomistically ... ryan's birthday was on thursday ... felt bad for him coz he didnt get the present he's been looking forward to all week =( ... haha ... thats ok. ... got my apps in for the running ... dude i think im unapposed again ... *sigh* ... we're gonna tag team ... watch yer asses out ... got my votes in for superlatives (already, wtf?!) ... cant wait for the results ... lost against st. john's last night ... it was actually a pretty cool game ... i made the biggest mistake by telling jenna i was moving before the game started ... fuck ... what the hell was i thinking ... i think she's mad at me now ... fuck ... but hey, we played st. john's to three sets and smiled at the end ... for once not ending the night angry at coach ... love the new cheer ...
OH YEAH!
got a game tonight ... damn this new season schedule ... the most ive seen my brother this whole week was probably for a whopping 15 minutes ... i miss playing with him ... we're working a lot of stuff out with the team ... coach is finally subbing and alternating more often ... its working out and everything is way funner ... we started analyzing our videos ... feels so much better when we come together like that ... this weekend's gonna be busy ... skipped work today ... maybe tomorrow ... maybe not ...
we have two rooms to make copies in now ...
feel like going out tonight? TEAM KDP where you at?! haha ...
im feeling down ... i need to talk to my girls.
highlights so far? varsity team for the squad was announced ... so proud of my girls ... of course there was never any doubt. casey is captain! yay! im upset danielle didnt get co. what the fuck kinda squad is led by newbies?! madeline told me something ... its not my news to tell though ... but im so happy for her, i could dance! we lost our game against JFK. jeebus shay! where were you?! showdown between the fans ... that was funny ... wannabe cheerleaders vs sexy ass breakers! haha ... YOU WISH YOU WERE A PANTHER? HELLFUCKiNGYEAH! woulda whipped out the skills with casey and mads cept coach was gonna have a heart attack or something if anything else distracted her from "doing her job" ... felt bad coz she made me play for lauren (libero) ... she was doing good too ... damn coach. damn JFK ceiling. damn hotness. practice today was cool till the end. what basically happened was that we got chewed out because some people on our team werent at practice. oooo ... i was so ready to blow up on that ... fuck ... *thanks jenna* ... now more than ever i feel like cici isnt on my side ... hmmm ... another thing thats on my mind ... got a fucking 49 on a math quiz this week ... thats the only reason why i have one low ass C in that class ... the weather's been shitty ... fucking tropical depressionsthe area ... better leave by monday ... but anyways ... thinking optomistically ... ryan's birthday was on thursday ... felt bad for him coz he didnt get the present he's been looking forward to all week =( ... haha ... thats ok. ... got my apps in for the running ... dude i think im unapposed again ... *sigh* ... we're gonna tag team ... watch yer asses out ... got my votes in for superlatives (already, wtf?!) ... cant wait for the results ... lost against st. john's last night ... it was actually a pretty cool game ... i made the biggest mistake by telling jenna i was moving before the game started ... fuck ... what the hell was i thinking ... i think she's mad at me now ... fuck ... but hey, we played st. john's to three sets and smiled at the end ... for once not ending the night angry at coach ... love the new cheer ...
got a game tonight ... damn this new season schedule ... the most ive seen my brother this whole week was probably for a whopping 15 minutes ... i miss playing with him ... we're working a lot of stuff out with the team ... coach is finally subbing and alternating more often ... its working out and everything is way funner ... we started analyzing our videos ... feels so much better when we come together like that ... this weekend's gonna be busy ... skipped work today ... maybe tomorrow ... maybe not ...
we have two rooms to make copies in now ...
feel like going out tonight? TEAM KDP where you at?! haha ...
9.14.2002
FAT ANKLE
weekend: i shoulda done the recording myself ... my view from the bench was better anyways ... haha ... got stuff sorted out with the coach this weekend. she still pisses me off though. hey, at least im not the only one who wants to kill her! haha ... alfredo said it and maurice said it too! had a much needed talk with a buddy i never get to see anymore ... so much was cleared and i think we both feel better ... yep, i pulled a marjo and cried like a baby again ... but things are all good ... and im happy. take that damn chismosas!
monday: saw remy and cristianne! woohoo! man i hardly ever see those chiks anymore. oh! and i even talked to francesca! yay! i havent seen her in forever either! we were talking about spongebob! woohoo times a hundred! they sell so much of it now at the paper gallery and kb toys ... sorta makes me mad how everyone likes him alla sudden but its cool now that the merchandise is finally reaching guam. oooo! Visual Basic was solid! haha ... chris's own Visual Basic program wasnt working but mine was ... and right after we both were bitching about being totally lost, i started to get what i was doing. hands on experience is way better than reading through crap. that class is so contributing to my bad eyesight. i really hope i get a passing grade coz i NEED that class to graduate. fuck dude ... who the hell talked me into taking distance learning anyways?! reviewed that math test that i got an 80 on ... gonna take the retake but that requires me to do extra work. crappa mappa ... spent chem class in the library doing my government paper. got hella research done and now i wish the assignment wasnt just for one page ... i know im a dork ... but now that ive read so much about it and saw things through other perspectives, i have a strong opinion ... man ... i have so much i want to write that it actually might prevent me from getting that paper done. ironic, no? practice was crap ... we scrimaged junior varsity and were punished for every point they scored on us ... in the end that meant 16 crunches, 10 push-ups, and 13 fucking suicides. 13! menchie was about to pass out or something ... we were all so dizzy and shit. coach was mad coz half the team didnt show up for practice. felt bad for lauren coz she came up to coach and told her she needed to go home to work on a paper ... after all, isnt it academics that come first? but she wouldnt let lauren go home ... felt super bad ... it was cool though how the five of us came together and supported each other ... getting through the suicides and pushing each other to pick up the pace ... it helped to sing ... hehehe ... a tactic i learned through cheering ... dammit, im gonna teach this team to cheer! if they dont get anything else out of me, thats what it will be ... southern's cheers make the game seem so fun ... and thats what i want us to do ... have fun. speaking of cheering ... jihee visited!!!!!! oh man! i was so happy to see her!!!!!!!!! crap! you dont even understand!! i started to cry like a geek!!!!!!! what a nice surprise!!!!!! man i missed that girl so much!!!! last time i saw her was graduation! we went through so much last year and everything felt weird not having her around ... we got so close ... man, i was so surprised! oh shit ... i let the "girlie" side come out of me ... haha ... screaming like an idiot! haha ... man, im so happy! got home and checked on my jenna and shaya ... warned jenna bout the 13 suicides that they'd have to run tomorrow and talked to shay about her surgery. she's feeling alright ... lotta relief for me coz thats all i worried about all day ... said "today's sheila's surgery!" eveytime i wrote the date on a paper. hey girl! hope youre feeling better! =) if you want me to help you work stuff out ... just call! coz i wanna be there for you too! *thanks for that talk* ... rembow, hope you guys sort things out too! i luff you baybehs! miss you always!
sheila's horoscope for today: love doesnt have to be with a person, it could be with an idea
tuesday: oh man im so happy! chris said i cant stop cheesing! im such a sucker ... *im his vibe girl now* ... and im so happy that i cant breathe ... thats all im gonna say about today. you dont know how happy i am ...
wednesday: one year later and we still cant forget ... had a little remembrance ceremony today for the victims of last year's attacks. it turned out alright despite that it was out in the hot sun! ... man our school is small again! ... anyways ... we had the moment of silence thing ... got past the sad poems ... then it was on to the singing which was cool ... brought up everyone's spirits ... joe was making me laugh coz he didnt know the words to the National Anthem ... hey it was remixed! hehehe ... then JD danced/sang(?) during that song Lean On Me ... hey, at least everyone was smiling ... kyle did his thing on the mic ... dammit that boy is gonna be my running mate! haha ... MAURiCiO-MANDAPAT for OFFiCE! haha ... and we're gonna have so much fun ... lotta new people running for senior class office ... gonna be interesting ... i was so hungry today coz the last time i ate was yesterday after practice ... i had to skip lunch too to talk to ms. maher about my math test. spent chem talking with the boys about old cartoons ... who can you forget to talk about the ninja turtles when youre reminiscing to older days? we were talking about how in the movie, shredder's name was AHROKU SAKI! haha ... then the simpsons came up and they started cracking up when i mentioned homer's sperms! haha ... those things that had a face and were trying to get into the egg but kept getting pushed away and they were saying DOH! ... haha ... nevermind ... had to be there ... the rest of the day is a blur ... my cheeks are aching coz i still cant stop smiling ... practice was just scrimaging against the guys. it was alright ... pretty dramatic actually ... the coach came out yelling at jess like out of no where and got on her case about hitting the ball wrong ... what the fuck? ... she walked off the court the next time coach said something to her ... i didnt blame her ... now i think we all have a new respect for jess ... she actually went through with it ... damn i envy her guts ... my mom picked us up ... saw alonzo get his keys taken away by ms. tyrrell ... haha ... someone remind me to tease him about that tomorrow ...
thursday: got up at 4:30 to work on a paper for english. i need to kick that habit of having to do last minute homework by waking up extra early instead of staying up extra late. we got to school late coz the back gate was closed. i slept the whole way coz gee's cd was peaceful ... joy bothered me like halfway there and i got grumpy and started to mutter something ... i didnt realize i was that loud coz the whole bus looked back ... it was the headphones guys ... you know how they mess with your hearing. we took the longest way to school today i swear ... but the sleep was good ... was tired when i walked into english. sat around doing nothing ... jennifer (aka the killer) kept tapping my shoulder talking about spongebob. she's super cool! oh man and i was super jealous when she wore her spongebob boxers! aaaahhhh! man im jealous! haha ... she told me what stores got new spongebob shipments ... cool man ... maybe we'll go check them out tomorrow before the game. oh man! i like that xerox room down by the cafeteria! its ... warm in there ... took a math test during seminar ... i'll probably get a worse grade than the first time ... i wasnt trying as hard ... but i think ima be alright with that 85 ... i coulda been getting my government paper done ... grrr ... there was a fire drill during cwe ... chilled with jenna and ivey's ap calc class ... government was so boring ... we're always in a new room coz the aircon doesnt work in the back. practice was alright ... now i know jess is definitely gonna be the starter ... thats ok coz i got to practice working middle at the net ... i think that position would work out best for me ... i realized where i get bouncy and being at the net gives me the excuse to be ... we're gonna wear our new jerseys tomorrow ... gonna take the cam(s) ... varsity/far east try outs for the squad was today ... i was nervous for them! hehe ... good luck CASEY, DANiELLE, ASH, BRiT, AND MADS ... even though i know you guys are gonna make it ! man, i miss cheering with you guys! hell yeah i was more than ready to fly yesterday ... they just pulled me straight from practice and threw me up from a ground-up lib to a heel stretch ... that feeling was ... *aaaahhhh* ... funfun ... thats what im in it for ... the football season just started ... i mean today was the very first official practice ... man, theyre starting off super late ... they're first game isnt till the 28th ... hope i get to see some of the action ... for uncle dan, dabid, and kev at least ... hey, support goes a long way ... and im proud of those guys ... hey, the vma's are on ... gotta go ... by the way ...
KYLE iS SO AWESOME!
friday: we beat gw ... that gym was hot. bowling afterwards ... the car ride home was fun. TEAM KDP ... ill let you know about that one later ... too tired to do anything else ...
saturday: woke up earlier than anyone should on a saturday. went to work for the first time in a while. got my shit done and fell asleep. ryan picked us up for the game ... damn, i was having a good nap too ... we beat ND. they have the weirdest hits. feels funny to dig. bad passes for me. home games are weird. we should start using that sound system more often ... hey, why not in PE? great idea yeah? we started charging people at the door. whoa, wheres the money going to coz we're taking $3 bucks from everyone who enters ... mom and dad came to watch ... went home to my favorite homecooked meal ... =) i am so happy. gonna go to bed early tonight. i think i have to get up for church. i should spend my sunday chillin ... instead i gotta do homework and look for a birthday present! ... sorry remy ... i wanted to tell you sooner ...
weekend: i shoulda done the recording myself ... my view from the bench was better anyways ... haha ... got stuff sorted out with the coach this weekend. she still pisses me off though. hey, at least im not the only one who wants to kill her! haha ... alfredo said it and maurice said it too! had a much needed talk with a buddy i never get to see anymore ... so much was cleared and i think we both feel better ... yep, i pulled a marjo and cried like a baby again ... but things are all good ... and im happy. take that damn chismosas!
monday: saw remy and cristianne! woohoo! man i hardly ever see those chiks anymore. oh! and i even talked to francesca! yay! i havent seen her in forever either! we were talking about spongebob! woohoo times a hundred! they sell so much of it now at the paper gallery and kb toys ... sorta makes me mad how everyone likes him alla sudden but its cool now that the merchandise is finally reaching guam. oooo! Visual Basic was solid! haha ... chris's own Visual Basic program wasnt working but mine was ... and right after we both were bitching about being totally lost, i started to get what i was doing. hands on experience is way better than reading through crap. that class is so contributing to my bad eyesight. i really hope i get a passing grade coz i NEED that class to graduate. fuck dude ... who the hell talked me into taking distance learning anyways?! reviewed that math test that i got an 80 on ... gonna take the retake but that requires me to do extra work. crappa mappa ... spent chem class in the library doing my government paper. got hella research done and now i wish the assignment wasnt just for one page ... i know im a dork ... but now that ive read so much about it and saw things through other perspectives, i have a strong opinion ... man ... i have so much i want to write that it actually might prevent me from getting that paper done. ironic, no? practice was crap ... we scrimaged junior varsity and were punished for every point they scored on us ... in the end that meant 16 crunches, 10 push-ups, and 13 fucking suicides. 13! menchie was about to pass out or something ... we were all so dizzy and shit. coach was mad coz half the team didnt show up for practice. felt bad for lauren coz she came up to coach and told her she needed to go home to work on a paper ... after all, isnt it academics that come first? but she wouldnt let lauren go home ... felt super bad ... it was cool though how the five of us came together and supported each other ... getting through the suicides and pushing each other to pick up the pace ... it helped to sing ... hehehe ... a tactic i learned through cheering ... dammit, im gonna teach this team to cheer! if they dont get anything else out of me, thats what it will be ... southern's cheers make the game seem so fun ... and thats what i want us to do ... have fun. speaking of cheering ... jihee visited!!!!!! oh man! i was so happy to see her!!!!!!!!! crap! you dont even understand!! i started to cry like a geek!!!!!!! what a nice surprise!!!!!! man i missed that girl so much!!!! last time i saw her was graduation! we went through so much last year and everything felt weird not having her around ... we got so close ... man, i was so surprised! oh shit ... i let the "girlie" side come out of me ... haha ... screaming like an idiot! haha ... man, im so happy! got home and checked on my jenna and shaya ... warned jenna bout the 13 suicides that they'd have to run tomorrow and talked to shay about her surgery. she's feeling alright ... lotta relief for me coz thats all i worried about all day ... said "today's sheila's surgery!" eveytime i wrote the date on a paper. hey girl! hope youre feeling better! =) if you want me to help you work stuff out ... just call! coz i wanna be there for you too! *thanks for that talk* ... rembow, hope you guys sort things out too! i luff you baybehs! miss you always!
sheila's horoscope for today: love doesnt have to be with a person, it could be with an idea
tuesday: oh man im so happy! chris said i cant stop cheesing! im such a sucker ... *im his vibe girl now* ... and im so happy that i cant breathe ... thats all im gonna say about today. you dont know how happy i am ...
wednesday: one year later and we still cant forget ... had a little remembrance ceremony today for the victims of last year's attacks. it turned out alright despite that it was out in the hot sun! ... man our school is small again! ... anyways ... we had the moment of silence thing ... got past the sad poems ... then it was on to the singing which was cool ... brought up everyone's spirits ... joe was making me laugh coz he didnt know the words to the National Anthem ... hey it was remixed! hehehe ... then JD danced/sang(?) during that song Lean On Me ... hey, at least everyone was smiling ... kyle did his thing on the mic ... dammit that boy is gonna be my running mate! haha ... MAURiCiO-MANDAPAT for OFFiCE! haha ... and we're gonna have so much fun ... lotta new people running for senior class office ... gonna be interesting ... i was so hungry today coz the last time i ate was yesterday after practice ... i had to skip lunch too to talk to ms. maher about my math test. spent chem talking with the boys about old cartoons ... who can you forget to talk about the ninja turtles when youre reminiscing to older days? we were talking about how in the movie, shredder's name was AHROKU SAKI! haha ... then the simpsons came up and they started cracking up when i mentioned homer's sperms! haha ... those things that had a face and were trying to get into the egg but kept getting pushed away and they were saying DOH! ... haha ... nevermind ... had to be there ... the rest of the day is a blur ... my cheeks are aching coz i still cant stop smiling ... practice was just scrimaging against the guys. it was alright ... pretty dramatic actually ... the coach came out yelling at jess like out of no where and got on her case about hitting the ball wrong ... what the fuck? ... she walked off the court the next time coach said something to her ... i didnt blame her ... now i think we all have a new respect for jess ... she actually went through with it ... damn i envy her guts ... my mom picked us up ... saw alonzo get his keys taken away by ms. tyrrell ... haha ... someone remind me to tease him about that tomorrow ...
thursday: got up at 4:30 to work on a paper for english. i need to kick that habit of having to do last minute homework by waking up extra early instead of staying up extra late. we got to school late coz the back gate was closed. i slept the whole way coz gee's cd was peaceful ... joy bothered me like halfway there and i got grumpy and started to mutter something ... i didnt realize i was that loud coz the whole bus looked back ... it was the headphones guys ... you know how they mess with your hearing. we took the longest way to school today i swear ... but the sleep was good ... was tired when i walked into english. sat around doing nothing ... jennifer (aka the killer) kept tapping my shoulder talking about spongebob. she's super cool! oh man and i was super jealous when she wore her spongebob boxers! aaaahhhh! man im jealous! haha ... she told me what stores got new spongebob shipments ... cool man ... maybe we'll go check them out tomorrow before the game. oh man! i like that xerox room down by the cafeteria! its ... warm in there ... took a math test during seminar ... i'll probably get a worse grade than the first time ... i wasnt trying as hard ... but i think ima be alright with that 85 ... i coulda been getting my government paper done ... grrr ... there was a fire drill during cwe ... chilled with jenna and ivey's ap calc class ... government was so boring ... we're always in a new room coz the aircon doesnt work in the back. practice was alright ... now i know jess is definitely gonna be the starter ... thats ok coz i got to practice working middle at the net ... i think that position would work out best for me ... i realized where i get bouncy and being at the net gives me the excuse to be ... we're gonna wear our new jerseys tomorrow ... gonna take the cam(s) ... varsity/far east try outs for the squad was today ... i was nervous for them! hehe ... good luck CASEY, DANiELLE, ASH, BRiT, AND MADS ... even though i know you guys are gonna make it ! man, i miss cheering with you guys! hell yeah i was more than ready to fly yesterday ... they just pulled me straight from practice and threw me up from a ground-up lib to a heel stretch ... that feeling was ... *aaaahhhh* ... funfun ... thats what im in it for ... the football season just started ... i mean today was the very first official practice ... man, theyre starting off super late ... they're first game isnt till the 28th ... hope i get to see some of the action ... for uncle dan, dabid, and kev at least ... hey, support goes a long way ... and im proud of those guys ... hey, the vma's are on ... gotta go ... by the way ...
KYLE iS SO AWESOME!
friday: we beat gw ... that gym was hot. bowling afterwards ... the car ride home was fun. TEAM KDP ... ill let you know about that one later ... too tired to do anything else ...
saturday: woke up earlier than anyone should on a saturday. went to work for the first time in a while. got my shit done and fell asleep. ryan picked us up for the game ... damn, i was having a good nap too ... we beat ND. they have the weirdest hits. feels funny to dig. bad passes for me. home games are weird. we should start using that sound system more often ... hey, why not in PE? great idea yeah? we started charging people at the door. whoa, wheres the money going to coz we're taking $3 bucks from everyone who enters ... mom and dad came to watch ... went home to my favorite homecooked meal ... =) i am so happy. gonna go to bed early tonight. i think i have to get up for church. i should spend my sunday chillin ... instead i gotta do homework and look for a birthday present! ... sorry remy ... i wanted to tell you sooner ...
9.07.2002
i WANNA KiLL MY COACH, i WANNA KiLL HER!
weekend: was at the tournament all day saturday and sunday. really fun ... we went into it placed in the last seed ... we came out beating 6 guam teams and winning 3rd place! man oh man ... that was fun ... the guys came down to watch too! great support from fans! *thanksivey* ... wouldnt have been as fun without you guys ... they kept playing that Shakira song. man i kept laughing ... no one gets it though ... the only shirts they were selling were those gay "STUDY HARD, PLAY HARD" shirts ... was gonna get one coz ryan wanted one ... but when we got the trophy, they gave us free shirts so i stole 4 extra ones and gave some to theo and sara ... newspaper had this tiny little one sentence paragraph about us. no surprise. check out the battle scars.
monday: HAPPY LABOR DAY! wanted to sleep coz the battle scars were hurting ... instead, we had to go get eye exams for contacts. me, mom, and joy went down to the mall and had to fill out these papers. i asked my mom what i should put down for occupation and she said ... SUPERMODEL ... haha ... so i did ... haha ... funniest thing ... gonna get new contacts soon. very much needed ... my old ones are wearing out ... the doc said i had the worst eyesight of the three. one of these days im gonna go blind. maybe i should stop going on the computer for this crap. oh well. auntie flo is gonna visit soon. i have a feeling. after the mall, my dad took me and richie out to practice parallelling ... after alla the food stops and errands after that, i finally got to take a nap ... by then though, it was bedtime.
tuesday: mom was telling us not to go to school today coz there might be a water outage. i wanted to just in case we had practice. thats the only thing that drives me thse days ... im sure you know that. so yah. she was right. there was no water and school was dismissed at 9. its so nice having 20 minute classes. we should do it more often. for the not so important classes at least. geeze ... theres gonna be hella make-up days. looking forward to everthing thats gonna happen this week ... im glad i took initiave this weekend and did everything anti-procrastinator-marj style. today we wore our shirts ... man ... varisty ... lookin sexy! haha ... thats good coz practice for the rest of the week is gonna be skills (not conditioning) ... went to work after i got home. picked up mom and joy for lunch. we ate at the airport coz mom was in the mood for clam chowder. there was this jukebox that cost a quarter for two songs. joy chose Clint Eastwood by the Gorillaz and i chose Butterfly by Crazytown (haha) ... joy's song came on first but it started to skip. she got all scared coz the lady was looking at her so we unplugged the whole machine and when we plugged it back in it just kept playing the skipping part ... haha ... but dammit, i didnt even get to hear the song ... come my lady, come, come my lady ... haha ... reminds me of Orange County. half days means we meet up at the gym to play volleyball ... so yeah ... im gonna go now.
michelle branch is so pretty dammit ... i think she would look nice with apolo anton ohno ...
wednesday: i was interested in how this blog would turn out. i was thinking this would either end up being a shit-day or a cool day. but its neither. i think all the shit stuff that happened today was cancelled out by all the cool stuff. but im actually kinda ok ... happy ... ish?
so i woke up at 9 am ... the extra sleep felt good. checked out the car, ate breakfast, lounged aroung watching random tv with mom, and took a shower before dad came to pick me up. he pulled up in the pathfinder and i got into the beamer ready to go. he was just sitting in his car for like ever ... and when he finally got out, he was cracking up coz he was listening to the chihuahua Malafunkshun joke for the millionth time. so we go and when the inspection part of the test is over, i thought i was home free. so ready to kick the parallel tires' ass and the goddamn window jams. so the new date is the 23rd ... cant believe my baby screwed me over TWiCE. i wasnt as mad as my dad was. you get used to being let down by Gov Guam. but yeah ... with all the things anyone has to worry about, why the hell put so much emphasis on a fucking passenger window? primary elections are this weekend. im voting for whoever gets this place fixed up so i can finally take the goddamn test. my dad drove us on the way to dropping me off to school. he was so pissed that we almost got into 2 crashes. stopped by wendy's to eat some Jr. Bacon Cheeseburgers and he signed me in. spent cwe talking to baskwill about life. the coolest session yet. he said there might not be an SBA souncil this year ... rubio's a bitch. nothing new. he made me a badge coz i said all the aides have them. he made me this gay ass badge coz he didnt know how. its funny actually ... dammit, i have to wear that thing around ... geeze, i didnt realize that everyone knew i was out taking that test. when i got back everyone kept stopping me in the halls asking if i passed. laughing it off the second time around is so much easier. that car is evil! my dad was actually talking about selling it. im glad. i hate that car! haha ... its alram system is too sensitive ... i swear to god, it goes off at the gas station whenever i need to gas up its fucking $25 tank ... and the window decided to not work at the worst fucking time. government sucked ass. the debate was cancelled coz we're behind coz of all the half days ... dammit, i was looking forward to it too. then all those people kept going on and on with their retarded remarks and they kept getting into arguments over stupid things. i kept raising my hand to speak but that lady sucks. i hate how she treats us like little kids. practice was hella boring. karlo gave me a hug before he left early. man, i needed one. backrow hitting and double blocking was the lesson for the day. i got this ugly bruise on my hand and i think it was on a vein coz this son of a bitch never hurt so much. i kept watching jv practice coz it looked like they were having so much more fun. i wish i played with them. i got on the bus early and stared out the window. saw all the cheerleaders and missed it so much. so many people i dont know came up to me today during CWE asking if i was joining coz people are already voting me for captain. shit ... i could be the fucking captain of the squad ... instead im putting up with all this bullshit in volleyball. come to think of it, theres not much i should be happy about today ... but im alright. ryan's supposed to be back tonight. feels like forever ... im planning on talking to certain people tomorrow ... hopefully i'll work shit out ... dammit ive been so emotional this week. i ran over more than 20 butterflies in the last 2 days. and i feel bad. why are there so manny damn butterflies out lately anyways?!
thursday: tarantino's back ... i just needed to say that coz alonzo got it stuck in my head. haha ... that boy gots his first cross country meet today. he was worried about how he would do so he kept asking alfredo what's something good to eat before a meet. alfredo was telling him to eat spagetti but i was like tomato slows you down. forreal. so we were all like, just eat rice and ribs at jamaican grill. cooldeal. first and second period took sooooo goddamn long today. i had all the time in the world to study for my math test but you know me. i was all irritated coz there was nothing to do. so math came up and the test ended up being the same exact practice worksheet davis gave us to study before he left. i have a feeling that i still did bad on it anyways. i actually liked chem today. even though its probably my crappiest class, it made all my other classes today look like shit. practice was crap. for once i hated volleyball ... i hated what we were doing. i was about to kill my coach coz i had two bad passes in a row and she got in my face about it. its just that lauren was making me laugh thats all and FUCK i GODDAMN HATE HER! seriously jenna, if it werent for you, i woulda prolly quit to cheer. oh but wait, they practice with the football players now so uhm, i dont know again?! just interested to see who makes the cut ... hmmm ... but yeah. i thought about why i wasnt in the mood today ... and to my relief, i found out that its just auntie flo visiting ... she brings a bad vibe when ever she's around ... she'll be gone soon though and ill be back to my old volleyball-is-life self ... *crosses fingers* ... on the way home, me and joy walked through the middle school. got our good samaritin points for the day by helping this teacher by carrying some bags for her up her second floor class. on our way out, i was talking to joy and telling her about my day and i said "i WANNA KiLL MY COACH" out loud and as soon as we turn the corner, the devil is standing there looking straight at us. so we just kept walking like we didnt see her. she was at the middle school for a meeting or something ... fuck ... there goes my playing time for tomorrow. dammit ... i dont even wanna go anymore. whats the fucking point. speaking of tomorrow, i hope it lives up to its feel-good friday name. we're potlucking and im taking the video cam. yummmmmm ...
friday: today turned out cool. took the beowulf test in english that mel helped me cheat on ... it was still hard dammit! didnt do jack in seminar but listen to ryan play guitar and he kept trying to get me to sing but we didnt know the lyrics ... haha ... lunch was super cool! the potluck turned out freakin good! jenna hooked us up with tuan's fried lumpia! mmmmm! and me and kev brought barbeque chicken and ivey brought the cake and gee brought the chips and ryan brought the drinks ... we're definitely gonna do it more often now that we had a successful one. plenty to go around ... andrew kept bugging ivey about the cake! haha ... GONE iN 60 SECONDS right ivey? man i was stuffed! and then cwe after that, baskwill bought me lunch from wendy's ... he even got my favorite ... fries to dip in my frosty! so i felt bad and ate it so i was double stuffed! lauren and ash came up to chill in the room during their lunch so it was cool coz we were all being nosey in his life ... "She's your girlfriend?! what?!" ... it was funny harassing him ... but now he's harassing me coz of all the rumors lately. whatta tard. he let me out early so i could get ready for my senior picture session at 12:10! i was all nervous when i put the gown on coz man ... i was wearing a graduation gown! wanted to cry but didnt coz people put bets on whether or not id be my sentimental-sensitive self and cry when i wore the gown. but yeah the lady was fixing my pose and crap and before i knew it, they were counting and all i saw was two flashes ... i dont even remember how i smiled, if i smiled? government was arguing. usually i dont like it ... well, actually i didnt like it but the debates going on in our group was sorta stimulating. i shoulda jumped into the arguments instead of trying to break it up ... you know, just to release the anger! haha ... but yeah ... that lady! grrr ... after school we just waited around for the game ... stopped by the back to cash in my paychecks ... thi sold man said something funny to me ... went to mcdonald's to pick up joanne and joy's food. went to the game and all my hits were going in during warmups ... man, i was ready to kill ... haha ... jv went to three sets. that was fun to watch. yeah funny too. joy was the captain! woohoo! so the first varsity set goes by and cici keeps messing up ... i was sorta pissed coz she got to start and she didnt even go to practice the day before. anyways when she kept messing up ... coach just grabbed my arm and practically threw me ... dude that hurt! she like dug her nails into my arm ... then shoved me to the place where we had to sub in. i got it all on camera too. i WANNA KiLL MY COACH ... haha ... dammit, she's such a bitch. and she didnt let lauren play AT ALL. i felt so bad coz she was the only one who didnt play out of varsity AND jv ... man my coach is such a bitch. she puts the pressure on us just coz of our placing this weekend. i had a feeling we'd lose tonight though ... only coz academy split sets with st. john's and southern ... im telling you ... i coulda killed tonight ... after the game, my mom was in a good mood. i hugged her with my sweaty self and she kissed my cheek and said, its ok dahling ... you'll get them tomorrow ... but then i told her we're gonna get killed coz southern is the shit ... haha ... she just laughed and said at least our games have gotten more exciting to see. we went to wendy's after that and sheila kept making me laugh so hard ... i wanted to pee but there was no water ... chilled there forever coz the boys were gambling and we were just talking. that was fun though ... went home coz i was tired and sheila stayed over till her curfew. she kept messing with cj's toes coz he could bend them all the way back ... hey, im gonna take a picture of that! haha ... later ...
saturday: woke up at 6 am today. WHADDA HELL? got a game to go to tonight. election day. gonna clean my room and finish my chem. busy day.
web-related: updated pictures and other crap. saw what this site looks like from a school computer. dude the writing is friggin small! but im not changing it ... blah
saw remy a lot this week! hehehe ... i miss you girl! =)
weekend: was at the tournament all day saturday and sunday. really fun ... we went into it placed in the last seed ... we came out beating 6 guam teams and winning 3rd place! man oh man ... that was fun ... the guys came down to watch too! great support from fans! *thanksivey* ... wouldnt have been as fun without you guys ... they kept playing that Shakira song. man i kept laughing ... no one gets it though ... the only shirts they were selling were those gay "STUDY HARD, PLAY HARD" shirts ... was gonna get one coz ryan wanted one ... but when we got the trophy, they gave us free shirts so i stole 4 extra ones and gave some to theo and sara ... newspaper had this tiny little one sentence paragraph about us. no surprise. check out the battle scars.
monday: HAPPY LABOR DAY! wanted to sleep coz the battle scars were hurting ... instead, we had to go get eye exams for contacts. me, mom, and joy went down to the mall and had to fill out these papers. i asked my mom what i should put down for occupation and she said ... SUPERMODEL ... haha ... so i did ... haha ... funniest thing ... gonna get new contacts soon. very much needed ... my old ones are wearing out ... the doc said i had the worst eyesight of the three. one of these days im gonna go blind. maybe i should stop going on the computer for this crap. oh well. auntie flo is gonna visit soon. i have a feeling. after the mall, my dad took me and richie out to practice parallelling ... after alla the food stops and errands after that, i finally got to take a nap ... by then though, it was bedtime.
tuesday: mom was telling us not to go to school today coz there might be a water outage. i wanted to just in case we had practice. thats the only thing that drives me thse days ... im sure you know that. so yah. she was right. there was no water and school was dismissed at 9. its so nice having 20 minute classes. we should do it more often. for the not so important classes at least. geeze ... theres gonna be hella make-up days. looking forward to everthing thats gonna happen this week ... im glad i took initiave this weekend and did everything anti-procrastinator-marj style. today we wore our shirts ... man ... varisty ... lookin sexy! haha ... thats good coz practice for the rest of the week is gonna be skills (not conditioning) ... went to work after i got home. picked up mom and joy for lunch. we ate at the airport coz mom was in the mood for clam chowder. there was this jukebox that cost a quarter for two songs. joy chose Clint Eastwood by the Gorillaz and i chose Butterfly by Crazytown (haha) ... joy's song came on first but it started to skip. she got all scared coz the lady was looking at her so we unplugged the whole machine and when we plugged it back in it just kept playing the skipping part ... haha ... but dammit, i didnt even get to hear the song ... come my lady, come, come my lady ... haha ... reminds me of Orange County. half days means we meet up at the gym to play volleyball ... so yeah ... im gonna go now.
michelle branch is so pretty dammit ... i think she would look nice with apolo anton ohno ...
wednesday: i was interested in how this blog would turn out. i was thinking this would either end up being a shit-day or a cool day. but its neither. i think all the shit stuff that happened today was cancelled out by all the cool stuff. but im actually kinda ok ... happy ... ish?
so i woke up at 9 am ... the extra sleep felt good. checked out the car, ate breakfast, lounged aroung watching random tv with mom, and took a shower before dad came to pick me up. he pulled up in the pathfinder and i got into the beamer ready to go. he was just sitting in his car for like ever ... and when he finally got out, he was cracking up coz he was listening to the chihuahua Malafunkshun joke for the millionth time. so we go and when the inspection part of the test is over, i thought i was home free. so ready to kick the parallel tires' ass and the goddamn window jams. so the new date is the 23rd ... cant believe my baby screwed me over TWiCE. i wasnt as mad as my dad was. you get used to being let down by Gov Guam. but yeah ... with all the things anyone has to worry about, why the hell put so much emphasis on a fucking passenger window? primary elections are this weekend. im voting for whoever gets this place fixed up so i can finally take the goddamn test. my dad drove us on the way to dropping me off to school. he was so pissed that we almost got into 2 crashes. stopped by wendy's to eat some Jr. Bacon Cheeseburgers and he signed me in. spent cwe talking to baskwill about life. the coolest session yet. he said there might not be an SBA souncil this year ... rubio's a bitch. nothing new. he made me a badge coz i said all the aides have them. he made me this gay ass badge coz he didnt know how. its funny actually ... dammit, i have to wear that thing around ... geeze, i didnt realize that everyone knew i was out taking that test. when i got back everyone kept stopping me in the halls asking if i passed. laughing it off the second time around is so much easier. that car is evil! my dad was actually talking about selling it. im glad. i hate that car! haha ... its alram system is too sensitive ... i swear to god, it goes off at the gas station whenever i need to gas up its fucking $25 tank ... and the window decided to not work at the worst fucking time. government sucked ass. the debate was cancelled coz we're behind coz of all the half days ... dammit, i was looking forward to it too. then all those people kept going on and on with their retarded remarks and they kept getting into arguments over stupid things. i kept raising my hand to speak but that lady sucks. i hate how she treats us like little kids. practice was hella boring. karlo gave me a hug before he left early. man, i needed one. backrow hitting and double blocking was the lesson for the day. i got this ugly bruise on my hand and i think it was on a vein coz this son of a bitch never hurt so much. i kept watching jv practice coz it looked like they were having so much more fun. i wish i played with them. i got on the bus early and stared out the window. saw all the cheerleaders and missed it so much. so many people i dont know came up to me today during CWE asking if i was joining coz people are already voting me for captain. shit ... i could be the fucking captain of the squad ... instead im putting up with all this bullshit in volleyball. come to think of it, theres not much i should be happy about today ... but im alright. ryan's supposed to be back tonight. feels like forever ... im planning on talking to certain people tomorrow ... hopefully i'll work shit out ... dammit ive been so emotional this week. i ran over more than 20 butterflies in the last 2 days. and i feel bad. why are there so manny damn butterflies out lately anyways?!
thursday: tarantino's back ... i just needed to say that coz alonzo got it stuck in my head. haha ... that boy gots his first cross country meet today. he was worried about how he would do so he kept asking alfredo what's something good to eat before a meet. alfredo was telling him to eat spagetti but i was like tomato slows you down. forreal. so we were all like, just eat rice and ribs at jamaican grill. cooldeal. first and second period took sooooo goddamn long today. i had all the time in the world to study for my math test but you know me. i was all irritated coz there was nothing to do. so math came up and the test ended up being the same exact practice worksheet davis gave us to study before he left. i have a feeling that i still did bad on it anyways. i actually liked chem today. even though its probably my crappiest class, it made all my other classes today look like shit. practice was crap. for once i hated volleyball ... i hated what we were doing. i was about to kill my coach coz i had two bad passes in a row and she got in my face about it. its just that lauren was making me laugh thats all and FUCK i GODDAMN HATE HER! seriously jenna, if it werent for you, i woulda prolly quit to cheer. oh but wait, they practice with the football players now so uhm, i dont know again?! just interested to see who makes the cut ... hmmm ... but yeah. i thought about why i wasnt in the mood today ... and to my relief, i found out that its just auntie flo visiting ... she brings a bad vibe when ever she's around ... she'll be gone soon though and ill be back to my old volleyball-is-life self ... *crosses fingers* ... on the way home, me and joy walked through the middle school. got our good samaritin points for the day by helping this teacher by carrying some bags for her up her second floor class. on our way out, i was talking to joy and telling her about my day and i said "i WANNA KiLL MY COACH" out loud and as soon as we turn the corner, the devil is standing there looking straight at us. so we just kept walking like we didnt see her. she was at the middle school for a meeting or something ... fuck ... there goes my playing time for tomorrow. dammit ... i dont even wanna go anymore. whats the fucking point. speaking of tomorrow, i hope it lives up to its feel-good friday name. we're potlucking and im taking the video cam. yummmmmm ...
friday: today turned out cool. took the beowulf test in english that mel helped me cheat on ... it was still hard dammit! didnt do jack in seminar but listen to ryan play guitar and he kept trying to get me to sing but we didnt know the lyrics ... haha ... lunch was super cool! the potluck turned out freakin good! jenna hooked us up with tuan's fried lumpia! mmmmm! and me and kev brought barbeque chicken and ivey brought the cake and gee brought the chips and ryan brought the drinks ... we're definitely gonna do it more often now that we had a successful one. plenty to go around ... andrew kept bugging ivey about the cake! haha ... GONE iN 60 SECONDS right ivey? man i was stuffed! and then cwe after that, baskwill bought me lunch from wendy's ... he even got my favorite ... fries to dip in my frosty! so i felt bad and ate it so i was double stuffed! lauren and ash came up to chill in the room during their lunch so it was cool coz we were all being nosey in his life ... "She's your girlfriend?! what?!" ... it was funny harassing him ... but now he's harassing me coz of all the rumors lately. whatta tard. he let me out early so i could get ready for my senior picture session at 12:10! i was all nervous when i put the gown on coz man ... i was wearing a graduation gown! wanted to cry but didnt coz people put bets on whether or not id be my sentimental-sensitive self and cry when i wore the gown. but yeah the lady was fixing my pose and crap and before i knew it, they were counting and all i saw was two flashes ... i dont even remember how i smiled, if i smiled? government was arguing. usually i dont like it ... well, actually i didnt like it but the debates going on in our group was sorta stimulating. i shoulda jumped into the arguments instead of trying to break it up ... you know, just to release the anger! haha ... but yeah ... that lady! grrr ... after school we just waited around for the game ... stopped by the back to cash in my paychecks ... thi sold man said something funny to me ... went to mcdonald's to pick up joanne and joy's food. went to the game and all my hits were going in during warmups ... man, i was ready to kill ... haha ... jv went to three sets. that was fun to watch. yeah funny too. joy was the captain! woohoo! so the first varsity set goes by and cici keeps messing up ... i was sorta pissed coz she got to start and she didnt even go to practice the day before. anyways when she kept messing up ... coach just grabbed my arm and practically threw me ... dude that hurt! she like dug her nails into my arm ... then shoved me to the place where we had to sub in. i got it all on camera too. i WANNA KiLL MY COACH ... haha ... dammit, she's such a bitch. and she didnt let lauren play AT ALL. i felt so bad coz she was the only one who didnt play out of varsity AND jv ... man my coach is such a bitch. she puts the pressure on us just coz of our placing this weekend. i had a feeling we'd lose tonight though ... only coz academy split sets with st. john's and southern ... im telling you ... i coulda killed tonight ... after the game, my mom was in a good mood. i hugged her with my sweaty self and she kissed my cheek and said, its ok dahling ... you'll get them tomorrow ... but then i told her we're gonna get killed coz southern is the shit ... haha ... she just laughed and said at least our games have gotten more exciting to see. we went to wendy's after that and sheila kept making me laugh so hard ... i wanted to pee but there was no water ... chilled there forever coz the boys were gambling and we were just talking. that was fun though ... went home coz i was tired and sheila stayed over till her curfew. she kept messing with cj's toes coz he could bend them all the way back ... hey, im gonna take a picture of that! haha ... later ...
saturday: woke up at 6 am today. WHADDA HELL? got a game to go to tonight. election day. gonna clean my room and finish my chem. busy day.
web-related: updated pictures and other crap. saw what this site looks like from a school computer. dude the writing is friggin small! but im not changing it ... blah
saw remy a lot this week! hehehe ... i miss you girl! =)
9.01.2002
WTF?!
HOLY SHiT! WHAT A GREAT WAY TO START OFF A NEW MONTH ... WEEK ... SEASON ... BLAH ...
WE JUST BEAT OUT 6 GUAM TEAMS (GW, JFK, ST. PAUL's, SANCHEZ, ND, & ACADEMY) TO PLACE 3RD iN THE PRE-SEASON TOURNAMENT!! WE STOOD UP THERE WiTH SOUTHERN AND ST. JOHN'S ... WHO THE HELL WOULD EVER THiNK THAT?! FUCK DUDE ... i STiLL CANT BELiEVE iM NOT DREAMiNG ... NEXT TiME YOU SEE US, WE'LL BE HOLDiNG A TROPHY!FUCKiNG SHiT ...
HOLY SHiT! WHAT A GREAT WAY TO START OFF A NEW MONTH ... WEEK ... SEASON ... BLAH ...
WE JUST BEAT OUT 6 GUAM TEAMS (GW, JFK, ST. PAUL's, SANCHEZ, ND, & ACADEMY) TO PLACE 3RD iN THE PRE-SEASON TOURNAMENT!! WE STOOD UP THERE WiTH SOUTHERN AND ST. JOHN'S ... WHO THE HELL WOULD EVER THiNK THAT?! FUCK DUDE ... i STiLL CANT BELiEVE iM NOT DREAMiNG ... NEXT TiME YOU SEE US, WE'LL BE HOLDiNG A TROPHY!FUCKiNG SHiT ...