4.30.2002

my MP3 list used to be HOT! but after Napster went down, i became angry at the world and completely gave up on downloading music.

thanks for burning me that CD.

4.28.2002

PROM 2002: DANCE WiTH ME

what a night ...

prom was pretty cool .. i met up with everyone around 7:30 and even then there was still only a few people ... wow man! everyone looked so nice!!!! especially rem! heehee ... sexy mama!

the first thing i saw on my way in was the room for the pictures ... at first i thought it was another school's prom getting set up early but it was the background for our pictures! crap that looked cool ...

i went outside on the terrace and saw everyone there ... i went to say hi to rodney and stefanie and we all just kept teasing each other about the smell outside ... monkey shit?

we all started to eat coz everyone was working all day ... me and cristianne didnt even bother waiting for our "dates" ... haha ... coz i was hungry dammit! ... then we danced ...

SASH, CROWN, PROGRAMjarreau ended up coming during royal court and he got it all on video. man ... that took forever coz they lost one of the crowns. BOUQUET yep ... just click on the shots ... see, i knew i forgot to bring the digital ... everyone looked fabulous! heehee ... i got a sash, a crown, and this big ass bouquet. that was so cool coz i really wasnt expecting it. everyone put their stuff down and we did our dance and blah ... man, chris is really lucky i didnt wear shoes like everyone else ... i already had to bend down to hear him talk to me ... what else? ADiDAS SUPERSTARS! duh? ...

me and jarreau danced and took pics ... i got two corsages last night ... we took a break to go to the room and eat ... thats it ... and we came back down to dance some more ... he asked ms. rubio to dance and everyone was looking at him ... what a friggin suck up ... haha ... we were just laughing about it ... then the cha cha music came on and he didnt want to dance coz he said he didnt know how even though i taught him last prom ... what a loser ... so i dance with ryan ...

before i knew it, it was already 11:30 and jarreau was heading out ... i said i was gonna stay to clean up and he said to drop by later ... so we said bye and i finished the night off dancing with david and ryan ... we clean up and that was it ...

ms. k was bugging everyone about who would bring what back to the school ... so they guys took that big cart of leftover decorations to the cars and alla the girls went up to the 7th floor where our room was at ... jason had the key so it was just us [ kim, lisa, remy, shay, marj, and crischan ] who came up ... franchesca genene jenna and mench had to leave ... we just chilled in the hallway waiting for the guys. we kept talking how the hotel was haunted and crap ... man, what the hell guys! we were gonna sleep there! why scare ourselves?! when they guys came back upstairs, they were like, why you guys waiting in the hall way? coz you have the key! jason left it in his jacket in the car so we had to wait till he got it again .. we took pictures in the hall way and watch, when they develope, the ghost will be in the background ... haha ... but yeah ... the chill spot for the night was supposed to be the pool/beach ...

we all finally got inside the room and everyone was just sitting around, being tired and arguing about where to go ... fuck it, me ryan and ivey lisa and jason got dressed for the pool and rem's mom said she had to go home ... there goes shay and rem ... david kev and kim had a curfew and cristianne didnt have her swimming stuff so aldrich and maurice came by to take her to jermaines room ... so the five of us left to go downstairs ... we had to walk past the hotel's front desk and they were all staring at us so we ran across the lobby before they tried to stop us from going swimming at 1:30 in the morning ... we made it down to the pool and thought we were slick! haha ...

me and ryan were the only ones brave enough to jump in ... hell, we just wanted to do it before were would get thrown out ... so we jumped in and this security guard came and told us we could go down to the beach but not the pool coz they have chemicals ... haha ... me and ryan are still waiting for our skin to turn green ... so we went down to the beach and man that was so cool ... being there at night ... the thoughts of the place being haunted didnt even cross our minds ... then jason and ryan had this retarded plan to throw me and lisa into the water ... freakin ivey got away ... that saltwater was stinky man!!!! what suckers ... then the security guard came chasing after us again coz they said we could go to the beach but not in the water ... just the sand ... what the hell ... so we all just showered and walked to jermaine's and jarreau's party coz they wanted us to stop by ... when we got there ... everyone was high and drunk and i could tell lisa wanted to leave coz jason was getting tempted? and yeah ... plus cristanne wasnt there like she said she would be ... hmmm ... jermaine was in the corner freaking out and jarreau was talking to cory in the other room ... we left and went back to our place .... lisa showered first and we all just chilled on the balcony ... then i showered and i took forever coz the water was so nice and warm ... after i got out, there were no more towels left but ryan said it was ok coz he could just shake it off or something like that .... i left my towel in there just in case he needed one though ... and thats when it happened ...

i was sitting on the floor in front of the bathroom fixing my stuff and ivey was in the hallway ... jason and lisa were outside on the balcony ... ryan was still in the shower ... the room started to shake and it first i thought the noise i was hearing was the door of the balcony opening but then i started to yell for ivey coz i wanted to know if it was just me ... she came running in and i could barely stand ... she grabbed on to my arm and was like, we need to get under a table ... i couldnt move coz i was so scared. at first it seemed as if the quake was gonna be just 5 secondsa but it kept shaking harder. me and ivey just stood there holding on the the wall then all of a sudden, the bathroom door behind me opened and ryan pulled on that towel i left in there just in time. the three of us inside were hanging on to each other and could move coz the room was shaking so bad ... we were watching the balcony horrified coz lisa was clinging on the jason out there ... they were having a hard time trying to get the door open ... man i felt so helpless ... after the quake, we all just hugged ... jason and ryan were both still soaking wet and had to run back outside to the balcony coz lisa's mom came by to check on us ... the guys down in the other room were all freaking out ... everyone down there was still drunk ... the hotel was evacuated. we stayed inside coz we didnt want to get caught with jason and ryan around ... everyone came by out room before they went back to the party ... we all called home then the phone lines died ... im just glad everyones ok ... later we found out that the quake wasnt as big as the last one but was way longer ... it felt worse for us though coz we were on the 7th floor ... shit man ... at the end when everyone was alright, we joked about how we were scared coz the hotel was haunted ...

i was the first to crash, which is surprising coz usually im last ... i told them to wake me up when they decided to go somewhere or do something ... it turns out everyone was tired and we all fell asleep ... me and ivey were fighting with ryan about who should get the pillow ... oh yeah and it was funny what happened with the blanket ... haha ...

what a friggin night

all in all we had a good time ... i guess things are funner when youre with your friends ... no matter what everyone else thinks ... im glad i went stag-ish ... haha ... coz jarreau was cool with it too ... everyone had a good time ... at least we got to spend it all together ... maybe for one final time ... next time we're at the hotel itll be for lisa's going away ...

ok well, im bout to head out ... good job guys ... next time ...

4.22.2002

JUST HEAR ME OUT

im stuck.
i did make him mad.
im sorry.
its not like i meant to hurt anyone.
i still cant help but feel like i didnt really do anything wrong though.
its not like we were together.
i wish we could talk.
without you giving me an attitude.
did you know i always thought you would be the one?

youre acting like such an ass lately

time is flying by so fast.
look at all this time youve wasted so far.
i still dont get how you always manage to do this to me.
i still dont get how i always manage to fall for it everytime.
hey, dont be upset.
the feelings are still there.
at least we had last year.
can you blame me for being this way now?

all of a sudden youre speechless ... didnt know i could do that, did you.

you were always there.
no matter how much i let you down.
thanks for having that much belief in me.
you are an angel.
im not even gonna begin with the gratitude.
the years almost over.
have i ever told you how much it means for me to have you?

... thank you, for giving me the best day of my life ...

and of course someone else all the way across the world will tell you about this site.

*sigh* ... i dont know what the hell i just said ... i guess that was a result of all the stress i been bottling up this past week. excuse me if i didnt make sense. i didnt mean to anyhow.

4.21.2002

CHEER CLiNiC

we had our cheerleading clinic yesterday. at first i thought it was gonna be lame coz me and jihee was in charge of teaching 8th and 7th grade ... and so far there was only 4 total who had signed up. plus it was on saturday at 7:30 am ... at school ... AND i was sick ... but it actually ended up being pretty cool. about 8 people showed up for our group and a about 60 little girls total showed up for the event. each grade was taught a dance, a cheer, and a few sidelines. our material was harder than the other groups only because we were "preparing" the girls for highschool cheerleading. the girls from our group were pretty good. they were pop warner cheerleaders so at least they had experience. we also had four who could tumble and flip and shit so our entrance was awesome. i thought it was fun anyways ... its just that fact that it pretty much took up my entire saturday and made my cough worse ...

when i came home my dad was bugging us about the car show at Tiyan ... i didnt feel like going coz i was friggin tired ... so i took a nap and when i woke up my mom told me to get ready coz we were going to some party in southfin ... we went and everyone was there ... it was pretty cool. all the kids left the party and kicked it at genene's house like we always do ... damn, some middle schoolers act so immature

hmmm ... what else ... oh yeah, prom is coming up! AHHHH! i found a dress but i didnt ... shit ... i dont know ... oh my god im so scared coz i still havent gotten my dress ... and i sure as hell am not gonna wear that dress that the guy fucked up while we were in korea. jihee came with me the other day looking for dresses .. we put one on hold but im not sure its baby blue and i had that last time ... remy keeps telling me to put my hair up in a bun or something coz of the crown she got me ... dammit... i didnt want my hair up again ... oh well ...

AHHHHH! even more shit to worry about ... JARREAU and JERMAiNE ... what tards ... i feel really bad too ... i still dont get why cristianne chooses to base her decision on mine ... and he knows how i really feel ... i know it doesnt makes sense from an outsider's point of view ... i LiKE HiM, HE LiKES ME ... what the hell is the problem right?! its sheila! i already promised her id go stag and if i dont, shes not coming to our prom ... damn the guilt trips ... bu its prom for goodness sakes! ay adai ...

this upcoming week already feels stressful ... 1) iN CLASS PRESENTATiONS, 2) FAMiLY MATH DAY, 3) GET THE DRESS, 4) SET UP NEW FiXTURES AT WORK ... MORNiNG OF PROM, 5) PROM! shit ... i cant wait till all of this is over ...

but on the bright side:

Are you a ho? Find out @ She's Crafty


haha ... i guess you can call that good news ...

baskwills been weird all week ... like not his usual weird ... like depressed or something ... we tried talking to him but he want saying ... i dont blame him ... im sick of school too ...

so how was everyones 4:20? the only person i talked to was Ryan who was at the mall by himself ... haha ... and i called him a geek ... i still need to tell him about how i got in trouble for getting caught on the phone with him at 12am in the morning ... haha ... as a punishment, my dad made me was our three cars and my aunties' cars friday afternoon/night coz they were all over for dinner ... all together i washed 5 cars ... by myself =( and two of them werent even that dirty ... but i thought that ws funny coz i wasnt in as much trouble as i thought id be ...

dang ... new layouts all around: here, here, and here.

oh god, that reminds me ... prom is gonna come and go pretty soon ... that means i gotta plan for a new layout now ... boo ... i liked this one too ...

ok so i gotta go now ... playoffs KiNGS vs JAZZ ...

4.15.2002

haha! this was cool!



Which tarot card are you?

4.14.2002

Boo

we go back to school tomorrow. man ... i was getting used to all this extra sleep time too ... i still havent decided whether or not im going back though ... this cough is still killing me .. plus i think we have that big test in PE tomorrow ... (boo again) ...

hey look what i found! we're linked at this site! cool man! so im gonna link her too! =Þ

here you go:

4.13.2002

JUNK MAiL SUCKS

grrr ... out of 35 new messages, only 2 were real letters!

4.10.2002

marjo's prom dress ... or supposed to be anyways ...

4.08.2002

new layout!

this ones dedicated to REMiSH and BiSA!

4.06.2002

man elle! youre so crazy! haha ...

4.03.2002

nujoy and cj are watching TRL. cj is drooling over shakira again ... but he says he doesnt like her ... haha ...

Spring break is in a few days! woohoo! my first mission is to get me a copy of the new EMiNEM album THE EMiNEM SHOW and to see that flick 8 MiLE.

hey look what reinhold drew for me! it's zach. he was wearing his starkist tuna shirt today. cool right?

Zach Zach


haha ... class was funny on tuesday. Zach's essay for the story was called TRAiN WRECK OF THE HEART, Rein's was THE CREEPiNG WOMAN, and they titled mine ALL BECAUSE OF HER HUSBAND. haha ... deep huh?

and jenna took this one. we were trying to balance the mango juice box on top of David's donation holder. we figured out the trick. press the button at 2 not 3.

Mango Juice Box


ok so ima go pack now. HAPPY SPRiNG BREAK EVERYONE! be good!

4.01.2002

APRiL FOOLS!

theres something i really don't like about this day. maybe its the way people act.

*Uhm, no that joke wasnt funny. No that trick wasn't that nice.*

oh, don't call me a grump. The way I see it is like this: April Fools day only gives stupid people a REASON to act stupid. grrr ... we had to leave school at 10:30 today coz there was no water. jeebus. i was planning on skipping today too coz we went to that pool party yesterday and i got a headache that still hasnt gone away. so i get up and get ready ... for the sole reasons of making it to math class and making practice ... and find myself walking me and my wet hair to the bus stop.

And once again: i know something you dont know.

so yeah. Journalism. one of my favorites. it was really pointless today. I turned a story in ... with made up qoutes and all ... and got my A for the day ... woopee? met up with Kyle in the basement during passing time and we both struggled up the stairs. SSR ... blah blah blah ... Mr. Baskwill getting all nosey again ... blah blah blah ... caught up with my girls REMJENNALISACRISTIANNEGENENE ... and it was time to go coz Dan said there was no water.

so here i am. i just got off work coz my mom made me go since i had the time to spare ... (boo) ... took a well deserved nap for all the hard work i put in today. hah. im contemplating taking up my piano lessons again.

FUCK this headache is killing me. oh well.

Happy April Fools Day.