11.30.2001

hmmmm ... i feel a winter layout coming soon!
whoa man ... a week without posting?! i COULD do it! (hahaha)

yuummmm ...

its another friday night and the cousins are over ... barbeque ... yep. my momma's making spagetti ... dude, i been craving that all week, especially since i couldnt get any from the junior class sales ... i heard it was lisa's momma's cooking too ... *drools* ... anyhoos ...

i feel really good right now coz i took a much needed nap ... i woke up to my little cousin playing with my hair (again) ... i got another letter from a college ... i dont wanna think about school right now ... and i got an email from regina! whoa man ... she was telling me bout how life is going and so far it sounds like shes doing fine. wow! it was so good hearing from her! oh oh oh! and she sent pictures too! heres one from when she went to visit mary in Florida this summer.



arent they so pretty?! Regina was our friend back in 7th/8th grade up in Andersen Middle. dammit, i miss her!

doesnt it feel good when someone just makes your day? *smiles*

im feeling a lot better today. i wrote a long letter to you guys in the book about how i was feeling at the moment and how i think im going through some "depression" thing ... eerrr, not exactly DEPRESSiON coz i dont really get depressed ... (i mean c'mon, its me, marj?!) ... i just havent been feeling like myself ... and thats a bad thing ... my grades are ... uhm ... yeah ... so ive decided to devote this weekend to REALLY concentrating on shit that needs to be done. theres been no motivation lately ... but lisa and menchie were here today to hear me out which was really comforting ... getting things off your back feels so good especially when you can talk to people who understand and wont question or criticize anything. i know im not really making any sense or whatever ... so yeah. like i said, i am feeling better =)

JENNA! REMY! we missed you today!

11.23.2001

ive been home a lot lately ... it feels good too ... damn, ive missed my bed *cheese* ... whoa, i got cable back in my room ... i guess my parents decided to change their mind after a whopping 2 days ... anyhoos ... theres been a lotta concerts lately ... whats up with that(?) hmmm ... so far, ive seen:

the Michael Jackson's 30th Anniversary Special and i just have to admit, i really like his music ... i mean, i practically grew up with his music coz my parnets liked him and all ... the older songs were pretty cool too ... so dont even laugh ... i still like him ... and dont even tell me THRiLLER wasnt a tight ass song/video coz your just denying the truth *thankyooverymuch* ...

also *gasps-shriek-cough-choke* the Britnet Spears Live In Las Vegas concert. ok look, there was nothing else on that night ... awww man, it was weird coz she'd be all innocent and singing some girly song ... then her next performance would be this seductive show shit where she's wearing practically nothing and singing about how she's not a little girl anymore and crap crap crap ... wtf? ... i gotta admit though, she had some good songs ... like the nice, slow ones ... my favorite was *from the bottom of my broken heart ... * oh oh oh! and i love that one that goes *shes so lucky ... shes a star .. blah blah blah* ... after a while though, the lyrics began to get a little too corny for my taste ...

and last but not least, i watched an Incubus unplugged special thingie on MTV, which turned out AWESOME ... dammit theyre cool ... i remember listening to them like two years ago and now, theyre all big ... see, i realize it more now coz people actually know who im talking about when i mention them ... i love their new one ... *i wish you were here ...* ... something about their songs make me wanna cry though ... i dont know ... it puts me in like a serene, depressed, calm,sad, happy mood ... ? ... hmmm ...

and speaking of MTV, i left for far east and the Spanking new week shit was happening and i come back, (its like what, 2 weeks later) and its STiLL spanking new week ... dammit, im tired of that pink sign ... AAAAHHHH ...

so tomorrow, i have to go make up for a weeks worth of missed work ... ill be at the job from 10 to 4 ... dammit, i hate working ... i was really gonna study math shit ... REALLY! ... oh well, i guess ill just have to use up my saturday and sunday ...

oh man im stuffed!

HAPPY THANNKSGiViNG ALL YOU SiLLYPEOPLE!

11.20.2001

he'lu che'lus!

congratumalashunz remby for getting your driber's liscence!


dude, im jealous! *cheese* ...

wow man, it feels good being back in school with all the familiar faces again ... i do miss it back there in japan though ... not the weather ... i was just getting used that place too ... what an experience ... its weird how much you can miss about a place in a week. all the time that i was away, i kept thinking about this place more and more ... i cant even imagine how ill be when i leave for good ... as bad as the conditions in japan got, what i kept missing the most and what i kept thikning about most was island music! AAAHHHGGHH! i dont know what it was but i was craving island music so bad! steff brought ten feet and i spent a long time listening to *iSLANDS iN THE STREAM* over and over ... damn man ...

whoa whoa whoa ... all those girls in the bathroom were watching temptation island?! exciting lives they lead eh? heeheehee

cristianne told me about her and ryan ... but im confused coz i thought they already were? huh marj? uhm, *surprise, surprise?*

hey buddy! look at this cutie pie!

cutie factory cutie factory cutie factory cutie factory cutie factory cutie factory


pick yours up at the cutie factory today!

11.18.2001

hey everyone!

me and jenna are spending our last few hours here in zama at the library ... (whatnerds?) ... i added her to blogger ... FiNALLY! ... its pretty cool too ..

we're both just glad that we can finally go home ... we were going through our old books ... you know ... THE BOOK ... the pink one wiff the powerpuff girls ... and oh the memories! it was cool coz yeah ... im really glad that we write crap like that down because when we graduate and split up and stuff ... we'll always have those to look back at and laugh about ... wow man ...

we gotta get started with those books again!

man, this trip has been weird ... i miss seeing people i know at school, you know? we havent been able to get off base at all this entire week ... that pretty much means our shopping was limited to the base BX which sucks more than ours ... i havent done any of baskwill's work ... im in shit ... and i even have a C in that class ... ive decided that as soon as im back in guam, im just gonna stand in the sun until i start to sweat! haha ... coz its too damn cold here! AAAAHHHHHHH ...

ok, so its like 12 now and our bus for the airport leave in like 30 minutes ... we'll be home tomorrow night and crap and back in school on tuesday (for me) ... coz jenna has a game on monday! haha ...

happy belated birthday party Ivey!

miss you guys so much!

ps. we got medals!

11.11.2001

just wanted to blog real quick before i leave ... mench was supposed to pick me up at 7am so we could go to the airport together but then changed her mind to 8am ... so i got this hour to kill ...

dang man ... yesterday, i was looking for my jackets and sweaters to bring to 50-degrees-japan and joy tells me she left them in her locker at school ... i was sooo mand coz my ass freezes so easily ... so like last minute i had to go with my auntie to GPO to buy some jackets ... dammit, i hate shopping ... especially when i have like limited time ... (we were at GPO around 4 and i was having a party at my house at 6 for the team) ... saw shaymarie and procrastinated on my shopping ... anywas, i got 3 fuzzy ones (pink, babyblue, blue) woohoo! and i got home just in time ... had the party ... brian called ... jarreau called ... then i crashed ...

finished the last of my packing this morning ... and now im here ...

rem, i got your last blog and printed it out to show the others ... *sniffsniff* ... wish you were going! we'll missyou! you be good too! =)

they are so cool.

11.10.2001

whoa, i havent blogged in a few days ... hmmm ...

i was working on a new layout for this page ... but i dont think ill have the time for it until after thanksgiving ...

last night, i couldnt go anywhere coz i had to be the designated driver for my mom and dad at this party ... yep i knew it, now that i can drive, my mom is drinking more! haha, anyways ... i was just gonna drop them off then get back on base to jarreau's coz he asked but when we got to my parents party, we met this guy who just moved here ... he's 50 years old and black ... he's here with his wife and my parents and all my aunties and uncles knew who he was cozhe was a big basketball star in the philippines back in the 70's ... dang, he had so many stories to tell about playing ball and shiet ... it was friggin cool! i didnt want to leave coz he knew so much about the philippines and life back then and my parensta and stuff they were all talking like they knew each other and whoa man ... it was just cool ... he was really tall too ... he had the chance to play for the NBA but he was in the military and during the recruiting season in the states, and right before the tryouts, they moved him to Okinawa. sad man ... but yeah .. it was cool meeting him ... i want him to coach our school's team ... right now, he's working on one with joy ...

anyways ... we're having a party over here tonight for the team and shtuff ... man, im real excited about leaving ... right now, i kinda wish i was going wiff lisa for journalism ... they're staying at a hotel and they can shop coz they're place is off base ... dammit ... we gotta bring our own blankets and pillows and sleep on cots at a community center ... how goddamn gay?! AAAAHHHHH ... but man, im just really excited about playing again.

john (jenna's lil bro) told me jenna didnt pass ... =( man i feel bad coz he was saying that she's really upset and shit ... man, i dont wanna bring it up but i kinda do?

ok so ima be busy tonight ... just in case this is my last blog before i leave, i just wanna say somfings ...

heylo rems! dude, wouldnt that have been cool if alla us went to far east journalism? im thinking next year we go? hows about it? have fun at CLUB CHAMELEON! dont get yourself into too much mischief wiffout us! before you know it, we'll be back ... in the top ten ... hehehe ... thanks for the good lucks! take care and always do your homework! *cheese*

11.07.2001

HAPPY 5TH BiRFDAY SCOOTER!


heeheehee*cheese*heeheehee
i saw Bisa getting her mack-mama on! heehee =)
hello ...

man, i am so mentally exhausted right now ... the stats test wasnt as hard as i thought ... but dammit! i forgot how to do that one about finding the probablity that the seventh child will be the second daughter ... dammit ... grrrr ... i know i know it but i dunno ... man ... im happy that we got it over with though ... now, i can worry about getting some other shiet together.

DeLaire's: compare / contrast paper rough draft due tomorrow (by the way, i have a C in that class ... AAAAHHHH!!)
Goff's: group project ... whoa man, in the group with me ethan and daniel, iM the one slacking off! sorry guys! ;Þ
Biology: gotta make a 3-d model of a cell out of cupcakes? aaawwwshietman ...

yep, im definitely looking forward to this break from school ...

11.04.2001

just wanna plug her coz she's so damn cool for doing what she does!
saturday night:
me and jihee got to JFK and it was friggin dark and cold outside! they didnt turn the lights on till like 5 minutes before the game started ... man, i was nervous coz it was my first time cheering and i had just learned the cheers like an hour before ... shietman ... anyways, me and kim just stood around talking until everyone finally got there ... we lost big time ... haha 70-0 i think? man, i was screaming my lungs out too ... i think its so pathetic how we waste so much breath cheering for a goddamn losing team ... ms. tyrrell showed up ... it was cool coz she was all getting pissed watching the game so she was cheering for us .. "lets go ladies! smile! yell! its funner watching you than them!" ... that was sanchez's own homecoming too ... we met their cheerleaders ... pretty cool ... but damn, stephanie was acting like a goddamn cheerleader! -- stuck up and everything ... no wonder why we're hated? its the white girl's fault! just kidding ... hehehe ... we were only missing fernando and danielle ... oh yeah and the zipper to my skirt kinda ... uhm ... broke?! haha so i was paranoid about jumping so i didnt ... i just stood there clapping in between ... ms. goff was getting mad but hey, at least i came this time?! and speaking of attendance ... where were you rem?! man, i had a feeling you guys wouldnt show up ... coz of they raininess yeah? hehehe ... yep, it was so cold outside! AAAAAHHHHHH ... i had to make it back for Francis's surprise party at the youth center so we went straight from the game ... there was like 4 people left by the time we got there ... whoa lisa! i didnt even know you were going! cool man ...

today:
nufin much ... went to church and my mom wanted to stop by the comissary but i hate the comissary (BOO) ... coz its so cold in there ... we didnt go coz it was raining too hard ... im supposed to be studying for that test we're gonna take in stats ... but its just too hard!! ... dammit ... i hate probability ...

11.03.2001

the game tonight is @ JFK at 7pm

ima hafta go and cheer (boo) ... but dammit, this rain?

so be there or ... be square! hahahahaha!

11.02.2001

really quick shout going out to

RYAN
get well soon!


JASON
im still expecting that party for me! haha ...


ROBiN
i love the fishes coz theyre so delicious! for life! heehee


RAJEEV
yep, some freshmen are irritating forreal!


just coz theyre so damn cool!
hello shillies!

man, i knew remy would be absent today ... you owe me $100.00 now! hahaha ... ok. today was just a chill day ... coz i was uhm chillin?

oh oh oh! yesterday after practice, ms. bogen picked us up from the youth center after me and jenna got dropped off from the after school bus ... and she was telling us about this boy that came over and was threatening leif (jenna's 7th grade bro) and saying shit like, "my dad is gonna kick your dad's ass" ... WHATTHEFUCK?! ... yep, and me and jenna were pissed ... all coz of that whole skateboarding incident with joy ... ill explain later ... so we saw them at this one girls house down the street and we just stood there staring them down. so they called heather ... the little bitch nextdoor who likes to mess with joy ... and she walked by us to go to her friends down the street ... we stared her down too ... hell yeah she looked scared ... so me and jenna are guessing that heather told her sister cathy (jason mendoza's girlfriend @ our school) and ever since then, she's been avoiding me and jenna ... thats funny ... its not like we have beef with her or anything ... but yeah, she used to be jenna's tag-along ... hmmm ... so our plan for the night is to "talk" to those kids who are messing with leif and joy ... you shoulda seen jenna though ... she was friggin mad ...

ugh man ... coach meyer is the one going with us to japan ... member her rem from freshman year? that manly-woman? haha ... yep, he/she is gonna come with us ... yesterday she fell and landed on jenna's leg ... i swear there IS a dent in her leg. jenna was trying to play it off coz you know her ... shes tough ... but yeah when we got home, she was all, shit it hurts! haha ... dammit, i heard that when we're in japan, we wont be able to get off base coz of security shit ... that sucks asses ... coz theres NO good shopping where we're going ...

question: if you were compared to ANNABELL from the movie THE DEBUT, would that be a good thing or a bad thing? coz i havent seen it yet ...

school today was just chill .. i told you that right? man, my day 1's are always too easy ... i forgot to be at the picture place before 11 ... awww shizbits ... i wanted short hair pics =(

lisa was being a weirdo today in jap! heehee ... oh wait ... i mean ... SiLLY ... right bisa? haha ...

tonight, we're supposed to go watch Monsters Inc. at the mall but mom called and kept saying that it was at GPO? hmmmm ... remind me to call them after this kae?

im sick of candy already ...

butterfingers are still good though =)

hey, did you see Popstars2 yesterday on the WB? it was funny! man, i love retarded shows! it makes me feel normal! haha ... but yeah on the show, they were showing some rejects ... haha ... that one girl was funny:

"My friends call me Nebula because im a star in the making"


haha ... then she busts out with christina aguilara in opera! haha ... dude ... i swear, ryan's like the only other person who saw it ...

that new britney spears video is like ... whoa? what the hell is she doing? haha ... makes me laugh ... especially that mirror part? k?

oh shit ... im in love with that new incubus song! AAAAAHHHHHHH!!!! dude, thats guy's voice is so ... so cool ...

jarreau called last night ... he started talking about movies ... and was like ... we're gonna have to go see a scary movie together someday ... eeeeee ... marj is blushing ... haha ... he was confessing that he was really scared of that one movie iT ... dude, i remember that! but shoot ... i still think Candyman was the worst ... i swear, i had nightmares for a year and i couldnt go to the bathroom alone for the longest time ... dont even laugh ... you all know youre faridy cats too!

oooo!! have you seen that one Levis Jeans commercial? that cracks me up ... the one with that girl using three hula hoops? that looks so cool man! haha ... i would try it ... if i could do it with one? ... haha ... and that other commercial for Zest? the one about Bob? haha ... thats funny too ... k nevermind ...

oh wow man ... i like these ones:

turn off the light - nelly furtado ... damn cool song
number 1(?) - nelly ... hell yeah ... its about me ... just joking =)
hero - enrique iglesias ... the video is irritating but the song is so ballad-ish?

just for the comments:

that one new song by Ozzy Osbourne(?) ... scary dude ...
that one show DiSMiSSED last night 3 guys on it! yep ... a gay couple(s) ... haha! THAT was scary! ... yuck!!

that fish fillet today was surprisingly good! haha ... shuddup, sometimes cafeteria food is good and you know it! heehee

im gonna go to the game on saturday ... no wait, im not sure yet ... i have to be there coz its the last game i could cheer at ... but i dont know any of the sideline cheers ... great? ... i hope my mom lets me ... hmmm ... but if i can go, then lets go! its at JFK so bring shay too! cool man ...

another question: does anthony wong still come to our school?

hey this is a secret ... i might be back by saturday night for ivey's birthday ... so ima come and surprise her! sssshhhhh ... i dont know for sure yet ... heehee ... =) im so sneaky! hahaha ! just kidding ... haha ... what a nerd ...

ok i think ima go now coz im prolly getting irritating ... =) ill see you laters then!

HAPPY BELATED HALLOWEEN ... and hope everyone has a good ALL SOULS DAY!